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Lost in a Dream
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
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I thought I wanted to give it a shot, but I realize how truly pointless it is to try and recover from 7 years straight of being suicidal. My mom was diagnosed with cancer on August 14, so I think that is a good day for me to die. I'm thinking about trying hanging again, just to see if I can do it. I realize how soon that is and how much I flip flop with this, but it's because the struggle with this is so difficult. If I cant do it in a few days, I'll postpone it until November 1.