Recorded songs to send to my ex

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

Before I CTB I plan on mailing my ex back his stuff with a USB filled with the songs I wrote/ recorded after we broke up. It hurts that someone so beautiful and loving turned so apathetic and cold hearted. I still see the old him in my dreams and I think about him everyday. I love him still, no doubt. I hope the love I poured into these songs can reach him.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Oh OP this is intense.
When will you cbt? if I can ask

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

Oh OP this is intense.
When will you cbt? if I can ask

On the 20th of December :,)

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Good luck.
You lost the love of your life it sounds like and I imagine you were not exactly cheery before this kick in the guts either.
Respect for making musicbefore dying.

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

Good luck.
You lost the love of your life it sounds like and I imagine you were not exactly cheery before this kick in the guts either.
Respect for making musicbefore dying.

You're spot on:) Thanks for getting it. Right now making music is the only thing keeping me grounded. I'll feel at peace knowing I accomplished something I always wanted to.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

When you lose someone special the world is never the same again.
All I do is listen to music and look for new music everyday.
I like slowcore and anything slow and miserable but now more genera.
Would you want to trade some music OP?

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

When you lose someone special the world is never the same again.
All I do is listen to music and look for new music everyday.
I like slowcore and anything slow and miserable but now more genera.
Would you want to trade some music OP?

I would love to! my music taste might be a bit bland though so I hope you dont mind :)

 

[hoping to lose hope]

I would love to! my music taste might be a bit bland though so I hope you dont mind :)

That is fine.

 

[Mm80]

What outcome are you looking for by the ex hearing your songs? What's the motivation for you doing it?

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

What outcome are you looking for by the ex hearing your songs? What's the motivation for you doing it?

I was sure we were going to get back together, music was also something that brought us together. He produces his own music and even made two for me. I wrote them to play them in person but seeing as that's not a reality, I have to send them to him. I worked hard making them, just want him to hear my heart whether he cares for it or not.