In this thread you can find an overview of methods:
whats the best kind of method that's easily accessible. I was considering Hannah Baker style but that seems super messy and painful. I don't have any way to get my hands on N or anything like that sooo
sanctioned-suicide.net
and here a list of books:
I want to end things because I'm tired of feeling like a failure and always being wrong about things. I can barely be an adult and will never have more than a minimum wage job. What are ways to end things quickly and peacefully, preferably that I can hide from a spouse that works from home?
sanctioned-suicide.net
I have more books in other languages.
This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.