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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
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From reading some posts over here,I feel like there is nothing peaceful about ctb using this method.
So I'm considering throwing it out so i don't someday get drunk and drink it impulsively and suffer a lot of pain.
 
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tevati

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What's your next method?
 
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JustAboutDone

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From reading some posts over here,I feel like there is nothing peaceful about ctb using this method.
So I'm considering throwing it out so i don't someday get drunk and drink it impulsively and suffer a lot of pain.

Hi Meowcat, it does seem to have a set of uncertainties with it with regard to the anti-emetic regime and pain. Are you considering other options?
 
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meowcat

Experienced
Aug 9, 2018
237
What's your next method?
I guess,when the moment comes,It might be good old fashioned hanging.Either partial or full.I need to buy a rope and start practising.
Unless i'm somehow able to get N. I don't live in USA so it becomes expensive for me to go there,stay for a month and wait for the N from A.
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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I guess,when the moment comes,It might be good old fashioned hanging.Either partial or full.I need to buy a rope and start practising.
Unless i'm somehow able to get N. I don't live in USA so it becomes expensive for me to go there,stay for a month and wait for the N from A.

I respect your decision, though I still would have gone with SN+antiematics. Check the hanging megathread, it will help you out.
 
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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
237
Hi Meowcat, it does seem to have a set of uncertainties with it with regard to the anti-emetic regime and pain. Are you considering other options?
Yes.Have to consider other options like partial or full hanging.Unless i'm able to get the N.
But this SN seems like things could get nasty,with the headache and vomiting associated with it.
 
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JustAboutDone

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It's tricky, certainly, as it would be a long and expensive trip without the actual definite guarantee of acquiring the N from A.
 
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meowcat

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237
I respect your decision, though I still would have gone with SN+antiematics. Check the hanging megathread, it will help you out.
Yes,that thread did help out a lot.There was even a video somewhere of a guy who filmed himself doing a full hanging.
 
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21Neberg

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Yes,that thread did help out a lot.There was even a video somewhere of a guy who filmed himself doing a full hanging.

Best of luck!
 
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Yes,that thread did help out a lot.There was even a video somewhere of a guy who filmed himself doing a full hanging.

Is that on the megathread, meowcat, I think I missed it?
 
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meowcat

Experienced
Aug 9, 2018
237
Best of luck!
For now,I think i need to practice partial suspension and see how it feels,.I worry too much about how it would feel.But i guess when the moment comes,I should be able to gather the courage.
 
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For now,I think i need to practice partial suspension and see how it feels,.I worry too much about how it would feel.But i guess when the moment comes,I should be able to gather the courage.

I'm experimenting with partial aswell. It's supposed to be relatively painless. I've read that you feel a peak in pain right before you pass out, but you pass out pretty quickly.
 
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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
237
Is that on the megathread, meowcat, I think I missed it?
i don't remember if it was on the megathread.He was a Indian guy and he was dead within minutes from a full hanging.And his family broke the door and tried to `save' him but he was dead real fast.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Yes.Have to consider other options like partial or full hanging.Unless i'm able to get the N.
But this SN seems like things could get nasty,with the headache and vomiting associated with it.

That's the trouble; a lot of people seem to report a headache or this problem with vomiting it back up. In its favour I guess is that its relatively inexpensive
 
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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
237
That's the trouble; a lot of people seem to report a headache or this problem with vomiting it back up. In its favour I guess is that its relatively inexpensive
Yes.And easy to get.Enough people ctb from it and it'll get banned eventually.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Yes.And easy to get.Enough people ctb from it and it'll get banned eventually.

Hopefully by then there will be a real "peaceful pill"
 
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meowcat

Experienced
Aug 9, 2018
237
It's tricky, certainly, as it would be a long and expensive trip without the actual definite guarantee of acquiring the N from A.
Yes.And i would also be worried about US cop hoodlums showing up to make their arrest of a lifetime!
 
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JustAboutDone

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I like your optimism.

Well I like to hope that PN is working all the time, keeping abreast of developments in science and nature and keeping humanity at the forefront of his mind as he goes about his business.
 
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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
237
Well I like to hope that PN is working all the time, keeping abreast of developments in science and nature and keeping humanity at the forefront of his mind as he goes about his business.
Problem with PN is that he's still talking about the option of Peru very casually as if it's easy as buying groceries over there.I think it was in one of these videos


Does he really not know that guys are going there and not having success getting it?Is he really that naive?
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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I have seen a couple of "quotes" from happy couples who have gone to P and bought N but I, personally, was sceptical. They seemed to have too much ease; and were too grateful to PN for the "advice" - in fact it was almost like they were rating a day trip from a cruising holiday tbh. Very peculiar.
 
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Jun 28, 2018
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From reading some posts over here,I feel like there is nothing peaceful about ctb using this method.
So I'm considering throwing it out so i don't someday get drunk and drink it impulsively and suffer a lot of pain.
I dumped my whole entire bottle of SN out behind my garage. It's like you need to be drugged up by at least 5 different drugs before attempting with this method if you want the best chance at a peaceful and quick death.
 
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JustAboutDone

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3,532
I dumped my whole entire bottle of SN out behind my garage. It's like you need to be drugged up by at least 5 different drugs before attempting with this method if you want the best chance at a peaceful and quick death.

Did you read the megathread? There was some helpful advice I think though some grey areas about the anti vomiting drugs. These are ESSENTIAL it seems if this is your method. Also if you are going with N from A though he no longer ships them.
 
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vonvonwantpeace

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Jul 26, 2019
331
I've read mixed reports here some seem peacefully the reason people seem to fail is throwing up from not using an anti emetic and it is fully reversible.
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
If I were you I would at least take tylenol for the headache at least. And take OTC ranitidine, and prilosec for stomach problems.
 
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Sammybackflip

Member
Aug 28, 2019
99
Problem with PN is that he's still talking about the option of Peru very casually as if it's easy as buying groceries over there.I think it was in one of these videos


Does he really not know that guys are going there and not having success getting it?Is he really that naive?

I will have answers to this very soon. But yea, I totally agree that they make it seem as easy as going to grocery store.
 
sleepy dog

sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
624
The more he talks, the more he seems to be out of touch with the reality of suicide. And he is making a lot of money by selling stuff with extremely high price markups compare to other prices for the same things.
 
RedPanda

RedPanda

One day we shall be free from this mortal coil.
Jul 16, 2019
237
This is exactly why i am choosing jumping as my method. Even if it's very scary, i don't need to follow regimes or anything like that. I just leap, free fall and hope that i die when i hit the ground. I'm jumping 1000 ft to my death in December 2020 (Royal Gorge)
 
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