Reasons why are u depressed/suicidal?

[Totally_nothin]

I will start with myself, as always: the girl I love doesn't love me back, and is with another person, I have no friends, I almost have no family, all my friends have turned their backs on me, and there is no pleasure in life for me, and the only reason I haven't killed myself yet? I couldn't hurt the people around me, but that has changed now

 

[WornOutLife]

I just find this world and universe pointless and don't wanna get any older.

 

[Debbie Northampton U]

An inability to have relationships due to minus self-worth.

 

[nopointofliving]

I never wanted to live for long time. As a kid, I wished to die at 23. I did I'm 29 years old and alive. I was all my life depressed and anxious, but never knew that. I thought my character was weak and silly. I never thought I had a serious mental problem, and my family never recognized that.

5 months ago, the love of my life broke up with me. It has broken me into pieces. I entered another dark depression episode. All my problems showed up; unemployment, loneliness, lack of money, not fit in society.......etc.

Why I want to CTB? I see this life is pointless and meaningless, I have nothing to do here. I have problems, and they make being here is more awful.

 

[TheAmazingCriswell]

Find this world and universe pointless and don't wanna get any older.

Precisely. I doesn't seem to be worth the effort. So far, I've probably had a better life than 99% of all human beings that have ever dwelt upon this earth, yet I think about suicide every day. Even before it reached this point, it was clear to me that I did not want to grow a day older than 50, which was and remains my highest limit; I would prefer to die before I reach the age of 40.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's the way my mind functions. I have always had depressive tendencies/anhedonia.I have physical health problems which are making me feel this way. I just see life as pointless anyway as we live just to die.

 

[Undefined]

Because I'm both ridiculously ugly and borderline retarded. I hate my genetics.

 

[katesmith]

I feel really lonely, the pressure of succeeding with my work and making my family proud. I don't enought life anymore, everything just makes me angry really and I just want to escape this world becuase I don't fit in.

 

[sunnyflower]

I lost my son and life is unbearable without him in this world

 

[Neowise]

Because I'm both ridiculously ugly and borderline retarded. I hate my genetics.

I'll have one of these plus the "toxic family, never loved" expansion pack.

 

[du2497]

No social aptitude, no friends, no social life, no charisma, can't make money to save my life, generally just sick of life and don't really care anymore. "The kind of tired sleep won't fix" comes to mind.

 

[StringPuppet]

I'm unable to function as an adult

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Broken...cannot be fixed....

 

[Pisceslilith]

Trauma and I'm not normal

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm worthless

 

[Ch92921]

Because I am born faulty.

 

[ClownMe]

Life sucks and my family sucks.

 

[Storm225]

Debt issues, past trauma, I'm ugly and obese, have had an ED since I was 2.

Life is meaningless and cruel. Karma doesn't exist

 

[brokenwaves]

life filled with endless trauma, alongside severe mental illnesses i live with every second i am alive. i'm too mentally ill to work, or maintain relationships with people, or even enjoy the simplest things sometimes. even without all this, i find capitalist society to be awfully depressing within itself, i don't want to work my days away, having just weekends to myself (if i can even afford such a luxury), and as thanks for my servitude i receive just barely enough money to survive? i could go on forever tbh, i have more reasons to die than to live

 

[Downbylife]

Health issues, treatment not helping at all, feel like I'm living behind the wall for the past months

 

[orlandom]

Just because I wanted to be born a tomato so that they could make a pizza out of me. But I was born human.

 

[WatermelonMel]

Because of Asperger's. I've isolated myself from the world so I don't have to go through the mental torture hell of social contact or feeling watched and judged every second. I'm also not capable of holding a job and make a living on my own.

Any attempt to improve is futile and the world feels pointless.