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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
So this morning I am really struggling. Part of me just wants to email my therapist and come clean on everything, the planning the thoughts etc. Yet part of me wants to just stay quiet, not tell him and just end it. If only I could find some courage
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
This just gets you locked up.
Sad but true. Maybe you can speak with therapist but don't talk about suicide.

Maybe go on a weekend to some nice place to take mind of things. Also I hate mornings. Worst part of the day. Maybe later It will get better.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are suffering. I know that it is hard to carry on when you have had enough of this life. It hurts me that it is so difficult to leave this world, more than anything I wish it was easier to exit. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
This just gets you locked up.
That's my experience as well. I've only had one therapist that I really liked and clicked with. After spending about 3 months with her, I came completely clean with her and told her everything, and she tried to get me locked up.

I never saw her as a friend or trusted confidant again; she was always The Enemy.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
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What are your fears about not telling? I think being locked up depends on many factors, such as the therapist, the therapeutic relationship, and the laws the therapist is bound by, to name a few.

Could you imagine asking the therapist about their "safety precautions" or what might hypothetically happen if someone described thoughts and plans like yours?
 
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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
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What are your fears about not telling? I think being locked up depends on many factors, such as the therapist, the therapeutic relationship, and the laws the therapist is bound by, to name a few.

Could you imagine asking the therapist about their "safety precautions" or what might hypothetically happen if someone described thoughts and plans like yours?
I do have a decent therapeutic relationship with my therapist. I've shared a lot about my suicidal thoughts and feelings with him and haven't been sent to the psych ward. Of course I never stated a definite plan because I fear that would get me locked up.
 
Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I do have a decent therapeutic relationship with my therapist. I've shared a lot about my suicidal thoughts and feelings with him and haven't been sent to the psych ward. Of course I never stated a definite plan because I fear that would get me locked up.
that's great! If I were you, I would give it a try. There is nothing to lose
 
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