Really nearing the end

[100percentbeer]

All I have to do is book a hotel room. Not saying what I'm doing because I worry about my influence on the world.

Feeling incapacitated by guilt, shame, mental illness, social ostracization and trauma. You can read my story in my other post and if you know of any reasons to keep trying despite facing so much cruelty and loss... Go for it.

I have therapy soon and she knows I'm suicidal because I really didn't wanna get to this point but here I am.

 

[UntitledUser]

I understand your pain, maybe I can't relate 100% but I relate in the way I don't want to be here anymore and because I'm autistic too and I'm also LGBT (tho gay) and I've done and experience stuff normal people don't.

You are brave for sharing what you feel right now. You don't have to do anything and that is ok. And if you do really something, I hope that you reach the inner peace you need. But I must warn you that, even if you or myself haven't found the way, there are other wYays you can find peace and leave the pain behind. Maybe you must share the pain with someone else or something.

You are brave.