
tryingtoescape
Experienced
- Dec 30, 2019
- 213
N is my only way out. Disabled. Not comfortable with Sn or any other method with below %95 certainty. N is the only thing that comforts me, just knowing I have a way out. Without the option, I go into constant fight or flight. It's torture.
It's 70%-80% humid in the northeast right now. I have a humidity meter in my house. I have silica gel packets but it's still so humid, and it gets 95% in September.
I was going to get a mini fridge but I realized fluctuations in humidity would ruin the potency even more, if I'm correct, and if I had to take it out occasionally (let's say the unit was too loud [I have tinnitus] and I moved it in the winter or something, the potency could be even more degraded.
I'm really terrified, all sense of security blanket gone. I have several diseases, my parents I love and rely on for my only support are getting old and sick, I don't have another method. Can someone give me reassurance or share their n situation with me over pm or response here? Thank you
It's 70%-80% humid in the northeast right now. I have a humidity meter in my house. I have silica gel packets but it's still so humid, and it gets 95% in September.
I was going to get a mini fridge but I realized fluctuations in humidity would ruin the potency even more, if I'm correct, and if I had to take it out occasionally (let's say the unit was too loud [I have tinnitus] and I moved it in the winter or something, the potency could be even more degraded.
I'm really terrified, all sense of security blanket gone. I have several diseases, my parents I love and rely on for my only support are getting old and sick, I don't have another method. Can someone give me reassurance or share their n situation with me over pm or response here? Thank you