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Blackrose23

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Jul 10, 2021
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I feel like reality is too painful. What do you guys do when you feel reality is too painful?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I very much despise the reality of this existence, it's something that is completely undesirable to me, and just leads to unnecessary harm. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to be trapped in the endless cycle of suffering that is existence. But to answer the question, if one doesn't ctb then they basically have no choice but to stay here and continue existing, I hate every moment spent here but it's just so difficult to actually leave this world unfortunately.
 
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Blackrose23

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Jul 10, 2021
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I very much despise the reality of this existence, it's something that is completely undesirable to me, and just leads to unnecessary harm. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to be trapped in the endless cycle of suffering that is existence. But to answer the question, if one doesn't ctb then they basically have no choice but to stay here and continue existing, I hate every moment spent here but it's just so difficult to actually leave this world unfortunately.
I long the CTB but I'm afraid to. And I feel so much pain and sadness.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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whats making you feel reality is too painful is the fact we die or heartbreak or something else
 
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Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
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This reality just sucks in general. Even those well off will eventually be subject to the harsh reality of nature. Because most, if not all living creatures were born or evolved flawed. (Except maybe those animals that can trigger themselves to drop dead after feeling too much stress, those are the only smart animals.)
 
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