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39hatsune

39hatsune

aaahhh !!!!!!!!!
Dec 9, 2025
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quite a positive post unlike my others, but i think i finally feel ready enough to leave my abusive relationship :)
this is going to complicate my life a whole lot, but i dont feel like i need him anymore, and i think i can figure things out by myself no matter how hard it'll get

its any day now i think, just need to sort a few other things out first..
im honestly really excited to like, have a life lol it feels like i havent had one the whole time we were together, kinda like it was his rather than mine

i just hope i am making the right decision... i wont be able to go back on it. if i do, he will take me back but treat me 1000x worse

even if i end up alone my whole life, i think i dont mind, i dont mind being alone

just happy to slowly get my life back, even if it will be hard !


EDIT: i sort of brought it up with him right now, literally all i said was that im unhappy and he got really offended and said he will never trust me again, its done !!!
 
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