byebyered
sunshine ☀️
- Mar 9, 2022
- 67
Gonna get drunk and high asf tonight so I can get rid of SI. I'm soooo nervous and so scared but I swear the universe has been PUSHING me to CTB. I'm tired of this life. There's no point in being here. I don't bring any value to anybody. I'll die alone eventually so why not get it over with now. I'm a useless piece of fucking shit. I deserve this. I deserved all the pain & suffering I've gone through. It's time. I'm glad to miss out on the next 50 years of my life. I already know how that shit is gonna go , I don't need to be around to experience it. some of us get dealt a bad hand in life. It is what it is. 8 billion of us & we all can't be happy.