Ready to go soon!

[onlyinsleep]

I am picking a day soon for SN. I can't wait to be off this hellish place. It isn't earth that is hell or a terrible planet....it's other people that made it this way for the innocent. If anyone wants to chat some time, I'd be down to share thoughts. I have driven off everyone I know so this will be a lot easier.

I only fear stomach pain as I am extremely prone to cramping and pain in there and lack a gallbladder, but compared to the pain of every day, it's worth living through. Once I grab some of my Benzos, I'm out.

Thanks for tolerating me, everyone. I'll try to face this with some dignity. I may go out faster due to brain issue and blood vessel issues, so hopefully it isn't too unpleasant, but has to be done.

I admire those who face it calmly, I'm trying to do that myself. I'm glad we can be the face of why pro-euthanasia is necesarry for the chronically ill and chronically mentally ill.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

I hope everything goes well for you. I'm sure SS would be happy to keep you company when the time comes if you'd rather not be alone.

 

[onlyinsleep]

I hope everything goes well for you. I'm sure SS would be happy to keep you company when the time comes if you'd rather not be alone.

Thanks!

 

[nooo2]

Goodluck, I'm choosing a day as well, hopefully sometime in December or November.

 

[Rachel74]

Thanks!

 

[Polka]

How do you want to chat? Do I need a minimum # of posts before I can PM? There is all ways the chat room.

 

[Heart of Ice]

Good luck, and safe travels.

 

[Azazel]

I hope you find your peace in a calm and safe way. Best of luck, and remember that there's nothing wrong with changing your mind

 

[Nem]

Best of luck, I shall join you in death soon enough
Peace/hugs

 

[bornsinner]

I'm ctb this weekend as well. good luck on your journey

 

[onlyinsleep]

Thanks everyone.

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace

 

[Darkhaven]

May you find the peace you seek, my friend!
We will be here for you!

 

[less than]

I hope you'll have a peaceful journey.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Much love and well wishes. x

 

[Sweet emotion]

I wish you the best. I hope you go fast and peacefully and wind up in a better place and have happiness in your heart.

 

[onlyinsleep]

I wish you the best. I hope you go fast and peacefully and wind up in a better place and have happiness in your heart.

Thanks. Rarely did I ever experience kindness so it's good to hear.

 

[onlyinsleep]

How do you want to chat? Do I need a minimum # of posts before I can PM? There is all ways the chat room.

I'm not sure. I always have trouble with chat room on phone and am bad at convos there.

 

[*KNAZ*]

I wish you well. May you find the peace and happiness you deserve but couldn't find in this world. May you find yourself waking up in bright and peaceful land.
What are the official rules on here for posting that you are going to CTB or you are in the process of actually doing it? Do they ban you?

 

[onlyinsleep]

I wish you well. May you find the peace and happiness you deserve but couldn't find in this world. May you find yourself waking up in bright and peaceful land.
What are the official rules on here for posting that you are going to CTB or you are in the process of actually doing it? Do they ban you?

I'll self ban on a thread for the day it's time to go.

 

[snowman626]

yeah i might go soon too, doing SN as well. was gonna stay for my mother but i think its getting too hard. i fail at everything despite trying hard over and over, its like the universe cursed me. nobody appreciates my effort for acting normal. everyone around me fits this societal box and here i am sticking out like a sore thumb, yet my mother keeps trying to cram me into this box and i dont fit I jUST DONT FIT and she doesnt fucking understands it and keeps trying to push me in and im so sick of everything . SN and meto still coming in the mail (i hope) once i get it i might CTB SOON

 

[n0505]

best wishes,good luck

 

[*KNAZ*]

We will be here for you.

 

[Polka]

I figured out how to chat. You just click on the user icon. I sent you a message.

 

[lymestolemylife]

I am picking a day soon for SN. I can't wait to be off this hellish place. It isn't earth that is hell or a terrible planet....it's other people that made it this way for the innocent. If anyone wants to chat some time, I'd be down to share thoughts. I have driven off everyone I know so this will be a lot easier.

I only fear stomach pain as I am extremely prone to cramping and pain in there and lack a gallbladder, but compared to the pain of every day, it's worth living through. Once I grab some of my Benzos, I'm out.

Thanks for tolerating me, everyone. I'll try to face this with some dignity. I may go out faster due to brain issue and blood vessel issues, so hopefully it isn't too unpleasant, but has to be done.

I admire those who face it calmly, I'm trying to do that myself. I'm glad we can be the face of why pro-euthanasia is necesarry for the chronically ill and chronically mentally ill.

Hi, I know how you feel, if evil people never created Lyme Disease and released it I would never be here typing this. I was an athlete and sucessful in business. I had so much energy and life and now i'm bedridden in horrible pain everyday. I love my husband and my daughter, my other daughter died from complications of her birth defects (from her being in my tummy with Lyme). I feel cheated and robbed and my husband and daughter will be too but I can't be tortured anymore, I've been sick for 20 years, lately its turning neurological, MS like symptoms and torturous Neuropathic Pain, I cant be healed of this and can't suffer anymore every day is agony and i'm so debilitated, I cant care for myself anymore, my husband does everything for me. He's sucessful good looking an ex navy seal an amazing person I know he can find someone else, I want him to have a good life not suffer along side me and be a caretaker at 43. I don't understand why God has consigned us to a fate like this, to be injured and maimed by evil humans.

 

[readytoleavenow]

Wishing you the best ate your journey, may eternal happiness and peace comes with the end.
Send you love mate you are not alone.

 

[howard]

I wish you a peaceful solution. I'm an exciting soon (tues) will be posting as long as I can. Peace to us x

 

[onlyinsleep]

I wish you a peaceful solution. I'm an exciting soon (tues) will be posting as long as I can. Peace to us x

Thanks friend. I hope whatever you decide to do goes well.

 

[Kowahi2310]

All the best.