Ready to end it

[sadgirl2023]

I have been depressed on and off most of my life, but the last six months have been the deepest I have ever felt and with lots of consideration, I believe I am ready to end this suffering.
I know using a gun is the most promising way to go, but I still am terrified about it not being successful and instead becoming a vegetable.. making my life even more miserable.
I own a Tauruspt738 that I was gifted years ago, but I have never shot a gun before which is also a concern of mine because I am not properly educated with how to use it.
If I decided to use the gun, what would be the right placement to ensure it's done correctly? Inside your mouth? Facing up against your chin?
Any encouragement or advice would be greatly appreciated.

 

[Forveleth]

Welcome! Sorry you are at this point in your life.

DO NOT aim under your chin. You chance blowing your face off instead of dying. Here's a resource for guns:

Guns/firearms megathread

Hello all, I'm thrw_a_way1221221, or you can call me TAW122 if that's easier for you. In this thread, here is all the information in regards to ctb'ing via a gun/firearm. Everyone who is suggesting or choosing to ctb via 'N' and 'A' and 'H', that's cool. However, this thread is about GUNS (Not...

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