Ready but without resources

[bigfishlittlefish]

I'm very suddenly unexpectedly finding myself ready, but I have no CN and I'm scared of trying to hang myself. Guns aren't legal I'm my country. Fuck. What can I do? Odd there anything I can still do? I'm ready, in this moment, I'm ready and not scared and desperate to go.
(I do have a lot of benzos and some oramorph, but I'm on regular opiate painkillers so the oramorph might well be pointless)

 

[Some place nice]

If you can get zip ties you can use them around your neck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish there is a straightforward way to just permanently be free from existing, it's cruel how it has to be so difficult to die. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.