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frogjuice

New Member
Apr 19, 2023
4
I've decided how I want to take myself out. I want to poison myself and go out in my sleep. I dont want to use an exit bag or a gun. I want my death to seem as natural as possible so I dont freak out my family too much. Ideally I want something I can cook and eat, just so I can have one last meal and go to bed and never wakeup again. What are some poisons I can buy and where can I get them?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,260
I don't think there are any natural poisons (from plants) that will give you a painless and peaceful CTB. If you can get your hands on N that would be the best option, you just go to bed, take it and you fall asleep. Another option would be the CO method which is almost painless and you would also fall asleep without SI kicking in.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,403
I just don't think suicide is as straightforward as being able to easily access reliable poisons and then just taking it and falling into an eternal sleep. If people could leave this world in such a way then this website would never need to exist, if reliable poisons could easily be bought like in a pharmacy then they would soon be restricted as this society is very anti-suicide. I also wish that suicide was much easier and I hate how we cannot just easily leave this world in a peaceful way but sadly this is the reality.
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
Trumpet flower. A tea with some of its leaves its a secure death. However one will feel uncomfortable while going. Also there is "cura frijoles" that they use widely to die and it works. Also some mixtures with some detergent. There is a lot of things that poison. But its not peaceful. It depends how desperate one is.
 
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Nunyabinniss

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Mar 23, 2019
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Trumpet flower. A tea with some of its leaves its a secure death. However one will feel uncomfortable while going. Also there is "cura frijoles" that they use widely to die and it works. Also some mixtures with some detergent. There is a lot of things that poison. But its not peaceful. It depends how desperate one is.
Oh damn that grows where I'm now living I see it all the time I Believe unless mistaken. I'll still take firearm as my method as it's….. statistically more probable to succeed. What's N again if I may ask the group and all who are reading. Thank you.
 

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