deepsweetdiver
Member
- Dec 10, 2024
- 52
I don't even want to explain what happened right now. I'm done. I'm so fucking done with all this shit and the punishment we call human consciousness- I AM DONE.
I am a hater. There has been disgust and hatred in flowing in my veins that clogs up every single little time i am any way wronged. I don't give a fuck if its minute that I didn't get a cookie when everyone else did in 3rd grade. I AM FULL OF RAW ANGER. I AM CONSTANTLY TREATED LIKE A DISGUSTING BEAST- I HAVE NEVER BEEN OKAY. I am a boiling pit of rage and I keep falling back into myself. All I can imagine in my absolute most furious moments is how I want to tear the flesh right off of my bones and bash my head in till my brain is a soup and leaking out.
Mom and dad, I don't care. I love you but I will never forgive for bringing me into this earth. You put me in a eternal cycle of pain. Brothers, fuck you. You are all disgusting and nasty and I don't care that its human biology that boys are so weird when they are teens. YOU ARE GROSS AND SHOULD BE PUT IN A FUCKING HYDRAULIC PRESS WHILE I BASH MY HEAD INTO THE METAL. ALL MY FAMILY IS NOT LET OFF THE HOOK. NO ONE IS.
I hate this life. I'm done. I don't know why I keep going. I hate every single last human down to those stupid starving african kids that stupid white women that need to yell at everyone have to guilt trip you with. you stupid fucking cosplayer kids who never had even a shred of human decency who i hung out with. you dumbass jock dudes who just wanted to get in my pants. I HATE YOU ALL. I can't even begin to the describe the hate I truly feel. I. HATE. EACH AND EVERY LAST ONE OF THE HUMAN SPECIES.
I'm tearing my fucking hair out. You betcha im gonna chop the fuck out of my arms. I'm done. I dont wanna be painless I want to suffer and torture myself because I'm done- i'll guzzle bleach and drain cleaner and stab my eyes and shoot my legs and hang myself and rip my skin off. Fuck this entire planet.
I am a hater. There has been disgust and hatred in flowing in my veins that clogs up every single little time i am any way wronged. I don't give a fuck if its minute that I didn't get a cookie when everyone else did in 3rd grade. I AM FULL OF RAW ANGER. I AM CONSTANTLY TREATED LIKE A DISGUSTING BEAST- I HAVE NEVER BEEN OKAY. I am a boiling pit of rage and I keep falling back into myself. All I can imagine in my absolute most furious moments is how I want to tear the flesh right off of my bones and bash my head in till my brain is a soup and leaking out.
Mom and dad, I don't care. I love you but I will never forgive for bringing me into this earth. You put me in a eternal cycle of pain. Brothers, fuck you. You are all disgusting and nasty and I don't care that its human biology that boys are so weird when they are teens. YOU ARE GROSS AND SHOULD BE PUT IN A FUCKING HYDRAULIC PRESS WHILE I BASH MY HEAD INTO THE METAL. ALL MY FAMILY IS NOT LET OFF THE HOOK. NO ONE IS.
I hate this life. I'm done. I don't know why I keep going. I hate every single last human down to those stupid starving african kids that stupid white women that need to yell at everyone have to guilt trip you with. you stupid fucking cosplayer kids who never had even a shred of human decency who i hung out with. you dumbass jock dudes who just wanted to get in my pants. I HATE YOU ALL. I can't even begin to the describe the hate I truly feel. I. HATE. EACH AND EVERY LAST ONE OF THE HUMAN SPECIES.
I'm tearing my fucking hair out. You betcha im gonna chop the fuck out of my arms. I'm done. I dont wanna be painless I want to suffer and torture myself because I'm done- i'll guzzle bleach and drain cleaner and stab my eyes and shoot my legs and hang myself and rip my skin off. Fuck this entire planet.
