kelimackie
bleh
- Sep 22, 2023
- 128
if somebody you loved CTB, would you be satisfied reading a suicide note like this:
I chose to leave, I hope you can forgive me.
I want you to know and understand one day that it was my decision, that it concerns only me. Don't beat yourself up thinking if there was anything you could do, because there wasn't.
There was absolutely nothing anyone could do. This was my wish.
There was nothing else I wanted or could do with my life, there was no goal to be fulfilled, no dream to be fulfilled, my anguish was something very deep.
I didn't do this because I hated myself, or because I hated something or someone, it was just because I couldn't see a reason to continue in such a cruel and unfair world. I couldn't find meaning in my suffering.
I just wanted to be at peace with the world and with myself, and now I am at peace.
I love you so much.
I chose to leave, I hope you can forgive me.
I want you to know and understand one day that it was my decision, that it concerns only me. Don't beat yourself up thinking if there was anything you could do, because there wasn't.
There was absolutely nothing anyone could do. This was my wish.
There was nothing else I wanted or could do with my life, there was no goal to be fulfilled, no dream to be fulfilled, my anguish was something very deep.
I didn't do this because I hated myself, or because I hated something or someone, it was just because I couldn't see a reason to continue in such a cruel and unfair world. I couldn't find meaning in my suffering.
I just wanted to be at peace with the world and with myself, and now I am at peace.
I love you so much.