Venting rant

[anhedonic_moron]

in recent days I have started to hate my parents more and more, they are one of the significant factors in my worsening mental health, I have van der woude syndrome and the only one in my close family (apart from distanced cousins whom we never met) to have this genetic abomination, although mine is not severe as other cases I have seen on Google images, it is still obvious due to the two pits in the bottom of my lip, I was mocked, bullied and laughed at by people in general by strangers and classmates, I am in essence an ugly monstrosity

for whatever fucking reason my parents didn't proceed with the lip pit removal surgery when I was still young, I had to have this shitty face for literally all my non existent teenage life and being nothing but a facial jester

"parents doing what's best for their child" my fucking ass, i want cut my bottom lip so bad, I want to mutilate myself self, you have no idea how much I want to cut myslef, I want the warmth feeling of my blooding oozing down my body so badly

 

[Lo$t95]

Looked up what that is. Understandable being pissed at your parents.

That sounds horrific I am sorry you're going through this. You don't deserve to be bullied for something out of your control. Try to be kind to yourself if you can.