UnsungShark

UnsungShark

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Mar 24, 2020
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Well today is the day I go, I cant face myself,family,friends anymore.Is too much for me to explain, too tired for me to face tomorrow.


End of Devotion
May I find eternal peace in this final act.
For the world is too cruel for me to face, for will I find respite when I show my back.
Let not my deeds be rewarded,let not my sins be counted.
Let regrets drown in stillness,let desire fade in comfort.
Let obligation be released from the shackled innocent, let the play end for the unwilling actor.
I will rest eternally with this final act
So I pray.

Struggle in fanaticism, unblessed one
The memories lead to this moment is engraved in an imaginary crystal.Radiant, eternal, beautiful.
I am holding it now, carefully. I am gazing it now, deeply.
For this instant the infinite lose its promises, the present lost its worldly grip. My past is re experienced whole. The imagined warmth, the false recollection, the deceitful joy become real just for this moment.
And thats enough.
The archrive ends.
Today.
 
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Nolye

Nolye

The hardest battles are fought in the mind.
May 3, 2020
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Whatever you decide to do, I wish you the peace you seek. If you change your mind, we'll be here for you.
 

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