NameOfAction
Do as I say, not as I do
- Feb 12, 2026
- 84
I can't do shit by half-measures. I wish there was an honest 'recovery' forum somewhere. Does anyone know of such? I'm tired of useless and cyclical advice on DBT, SSRIs, exercise and social calendar. Those are fine things that do work, but clearly not in my case. I admit I lack commitment and patience, but I have spent many years and a lot of money on conservative treatment. All bets are off, ECT is on the table, but before I have about a million other things to try
I am now compiling my pharma options, looking into precursors and trying to understand my narrow area of psychopharmacology to try and correct the issue.
I always liked making potions as a kid, later mixing pills, conducting experiments. I've nothing to lose and the world to gain. With my natural caution and no prejudice for unpopular treatment options I hope to get *somewhere* for once.
The title should be radical recovery, but I hate the word recovery. It implies permanence and a sort of personality switch I'm not capable of nor wish to achieve.
This place isn't really comparable with trying *not* to die. Kinda hard to feel better when everybody else is dying, suffering and hurting themselves. Anyone else is trying to get more normal? Or at least functioning?
I am now compiling my pharma options, looking into precursors and trying to understand my narrow area of psychopharmacology to try and correct the issue.
I always liked making potions as a kid, later mixing pills, conducting experiments. I've nothing to lose and the world to gain. With my natural caution and no prejudice for unpopular treatment options I hope to get *somewhere* for once.
The title should be radical recovery, but I hate the word recovery. It implies permanence and a sort of personality switch I'm not capable of nor wish to achieve.
This place isn't really comparable with trying *not* to die. Kinda hard to feel better when everybody else is dying, suffering and hurting themselves. Anyone else is trying to get more normal? Or at least functioning?
