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anesthetized

anesthetized

I want drugs
Jun 8, 2025
23
this seems to be the most popular method on here but id like to know why. after some research, i found that its mechanism of death is methemoglobinemia. after even more research, i found that this mechanism doesnt sound pleasant whatsoever. as someone with emetophobia, i especially hate being nauseous, its the worst sensation in my opinion — worse than pain. even with that aside, it also seems to cause panic despite the lack of a hypercapnic alarm response (correct me if im wrong). the rapid heart rate seems like it might stress me out too. people take zofran for the nausea but as someone who went through zoloft withdrawal, zofran barely helped and i cant imagine zofran withdrawal is worse than sodium nitrate overdose. anyway, can someone please explain why this is such a popular method as opposed to opioid overdose (seems more pleasant)?
 
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Carrot

Carrot

C:
Feb 25, 2025
515
A lot of things can go wrong, I hope I'll fall unconcious fairly fast that's all.
 
anesthetized

anesthetized

I want drugs
Jun 8, 2025
23
A lot of things can go wrong, I hope I'll fall unconcious fairly fast that's all.
my ideal method is finding some fentanyl and mixing it with some oxycodone that i have and taking all of it. i have a very low tolerance because thats not my drug of choice, its only for chronic pain. but even opioid overdose can inflict feelings of panic apparently since overdose sets in while youre conscious.
 
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apict

apict

Member
May 4, 2025
36
I would also like to hear informed reasons (other than availability - I can get both) why Sn is preferred over oxycodone. I think the extreme number of oxy pills necessary claimed in another thread is possibly bogus. My calculations suggest 15-30 5mg oxy pills should be plenty. If I am wrong, please correct me.
 
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Infinitespace_

Student
Jan 23, 2021
141
I once overdosed on methadone only had 120ml
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
652
Because with opioids you are much more likely to wake up with brain damage instead of dying than you are with SN. You absolutely will not survive SN if you're not found. That's the main reason.
 
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