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wait-bus-stop

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Feb 5, 2023
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I'd put myself at a solid 3
 
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SNaddict279

Been thinking about Death since 8th grade.
Mar 27, 2023
5
maybe but hopefully not
 
Ki_Nam

Ki_Nam

Slow brain turdle
Mar 23, 2023
124
10 I'll either be healed through some kind of therapy, or I will be dead.
 
true-ending

true-ending

had we met under better circumstances...
Mar 27, 2023
31
solid 8 unfortunately
 
NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
8. Really don't see myself changing course at this point, but I could see myself dragging this out over a year because I still have some fear.
 
TooTiredToSleep

TooTiredToSleep

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Mar 26, 2023
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probably a 7-8, something would have to happen for me to not but who knows what'll happen
 
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depresso_expresso03

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Mar 26, 2023
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I want to say 7. I can never see a future for myself, or rather one that I'm in. Just getting to this point has been a constant struggle. While on holiday in Europe I had visited both Beachy Head in the UK and Pulpit Rock in Norway. The former I got stopped and couldn't get to the actual cliff head, and the latter my SI kicked in and I ended up hiking back down. Despite having a few opportunities to cbt I'm still here for some reason. But just like this point last year, I can't see myself being here given another 12 months.
 
ShotgunShell

ShotgunShell

go kitty go kitty
Mar 20, 2023
45
5. It's a 50/50 right now. For some reason, there's still some stupid part of me that wants to believe things can magically get better but the other, more logical side, knows that it won't. We'll see I guess.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't really think that anyone can be certain that they will still be here next year. Life is uncertain and unpredictable after all. But sadly I have no plans to ctb anytime soon as suicide is something which feels like an impossibility for me, so I will likely be here still trapped in this cycle of endless days unless I die from another cause so 8. But of course I would be gone if peaceful suicide methods suddenly became more accessible, it would be ideal to have N.
 
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marudekinoumitai

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Mar 28, 2023
38
6? I like to think I won't be here, but deep down I'm not sure I'll be able to actually make myself do it
 
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sadjenny

Student
Feb 13, 2023
112
I have no idea. I'm too in flux rn to say. But if my suffering does not end, I will stay the course I have planned out.
 
PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
5 I'd say. Maybe 3-4 even considering progress so far. SN and Meto on the way. Visiting fam for a few weeks tomorrow. Maybe will stay longer after it but my current date for CTB is weekend 22-23 April.
 
just_erika

just_erika

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Mar 14, 2023
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10 I don't wanna die as a "man" so I'm gonna stick around until I can get my name and gender legally changed first at least. Might actually be just around this time next year.
But kinda wanna get GRS too first so that might be another 2 years.
Its gonna be a tough time though :/
 
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finnn

finnn

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Mar 13, 2023
31
hopefully not, i'd say maybe 6 depending on how my plan works out and if i'm correct
 

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