Question about best method for a hotel with no balcony

[Imissyoumydarling]

There is a hotel with extremely important sentimental meaning to me. I need to do it there. I intend to leave a note on the bathroom door warning staff of what they will find so they should call police instead, and to open windows. It's very important to me that it be this exact room.

I was planning on the charcoal method, but I'm concerned because from what I can see of others attempts, you MUST burn the charcoal outside to get rid of the smoke before bringing it in to the death room. This hotel does not have a balcony, and it's a specific room on the fourth floor so I can't bring lit coals in through the elevator and halls. There is a huge 4m long shower cubicle that is big enough for a small grill and for me to lie down and fall asleep in without worrying about fire spreading. I wanted to do it in there. The entire floor to ceiling is also made of tile, so it shouldn't be a flammable hazard if I take precaution. There are no windows in the bathroom. I intend to completely seal the room and detectors.

Can I still light the charcoal inside, if I'm careful to wait outside until it's finished smoking? Or is it too risky?

I want something relatively peaceful. I want to fall asleep and not wake up. Is there another easily accessible method that can be easily smuggled in to the hotel in a large bag? Time is important to me and I want something that doesn't require assembling tonnes of multiple parts if possible. I'm not good at science. I've heard of nitrogen but I don't understand it well and I'm scared of messing it up.

Please and thank you.

 

[may13]

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but your method of choice will 100% trigger the smoke detectors and you will be found WELL before you CTB. You will then likely face serious criminal charges, spend a significant amount of time in jail, and be forced to pay restitution to the hotel's insurance company for all damages.

Look into SN. There are still a few reputable places to get it online, and the rest of the drugs needed to make it as peaceful as possible aren't THAT hard to get (it took me 1 trip to urgent care for the antiemetic and 1 to my GP for the beta blockers, and I'm physically healthy AF…).

TL:DR- don't use this method at a hotel. You will 100% fail, you could potentially hurt someone, and you will 99.9% end up in a SHIT TON of legal trouble.

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but your method of choice will 100% trigger the smoke detectors and you will be found WELL before you CTB. You will then likely face serious criminal charges, spend a significant amount of time in jail, and be forced to pay restitution to the hotel's insurance company for all damages.

Look into SN. There are still a few reputable places to get it online, and the rest of the drugs needed to make it as peaceful as possible aren't THAT hard to get (it took me 1 trip to urgent care for the antiemetic and 1 to my GP for the beta blockers, and I'm physically healthy AF…).

TL:DR- don't use this method at a hotel. You will 100% fail, you could potentially hurt someone, and you will 99.9% end up in a SHIT TON of legal trouble.

I've looked into ways to block detectors and they seemed pretty good? I really want it to be at this hotel but the thought of any other method or taking too long to get all the components scares me so I might do it in my old car then.

I'm currently on meds and I'm worried my GP won't give me the SN stuff because they'll be suspicious. They have been before.

 

[may13]

I used to be a project manager for commercial construction, including a few hotels.

Trust me, you're not going to block the smoke detectors. A hotel on any given night faces roughly 100-500 wrongful death lawsuits if their fire prevention equipment is found to be lacking in the event of an emergency. This is one area they do not cut corners on.

 

[downndone2]

Yeah, smoke detectors will go off. Wont be siccessful

 

[may13]

I wanted to PM you, but it looks like you can't receive them yet. PM me when you can.

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

Thank you for the advice.

I'm thinking I'll do it camping, and maybe seal off my car then.

SN scares me because of the stories I've read of people being found in their own vomit and feces. I'd rather be found as clean as possible.

 

[MsMaudlin]

That worries me about SN too, being found covered in vomit and shit. But once your gone, your gone.
All I have done is apologised in my suicide notes about any mess I make.

❤

 

[befree]

Helium or nitrogen with diving equipment or SN, Fentanyl, Oxycodon.

 

[freedompass]

That worries me about SN too, being found covered in vomit and shit. But once your gone, your gone.
All I have done is apologised in my suicide notes about any mess I make.

❤

I thought shitting/pissing yourself was a routine part of what happens when you die, not just with SN? Hopefully fasting for 8 hours beforehand will ensure that the mess is kept to a minimum.

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

Just in case anyone is still reading this - I've decided on SN in my hotel room. I was able to find a source, thank you.

Stressed because I don't have an easy way to get an antiemetic as they all seem to react with the Lexapro I'm on, and my doctor is highly unlikely to recommend it as a result. I'm in a small country with tight customs laws so I doubt I could even get it online.

If worst comes to worst I'll go through without the AE, I'll have enough SN for four cups. I probably won't be found in a pretty state as a result, but.... At least it'll be over.

Thank you everyone for the support.

 

[Someone123]

Just in case anyone is still reading this - I've decided on SN in my hotel room. I was able to find a source, thank you.

Stressed because I don't have an easy way to get an antiemetic as they all seem to react with the Lexapro I'm on, and my doctor is highly unlikely to recommend it as a result. I'm in a small country with tight customs laws so I doubt I could even get it online.

If worst comes to worst I'll go through without the AE, I'll have enough SN for four cups. I probably won't be found in a pretty state as a result, but.... At least it'll be over.

Thank you everyone for the support.

In most countries there are over the counter options for anti-emitics that don't work as well, but they work some. Some searching online in relation to your country could help.

 

[Graytaichi]

U can put the charcoal grill inside the bathroom and tape the openings.

 

[downndone2]

U can put the charcoal grill inside the bathroom and tape the openings.

He would still set off the smoke detectors which would send the staff and fire dept to the room. Then a psych ward

 

[Graytaichi]

He would still set off the smoke detectors which would send the staff and fire dept to the room. Then a psych ward

Depends on the hotel you staying. If its a 5 star hotel accidents might happen.

 

[downndone2]

But the fire alarms going off are going to get staff to the site. They wouldnt want the hotel burning down

 

[Someone123]

U can put the charcoal grill inside the bathroom and tape the openings.

Terrible idea- will go to a psych ward and then possibly to prison for starting a fire inside of a hotel where many people are staying. Prison is the last place a depressed person should go. Cannot emphasize enough that this is an idea that will only make things much worse.

 

[Graytaichi]

Terrible idea- will go to a psych ward and then possibly to prison for starting a fire inside of a hotel where many people are staying. Prison is the last place a depressed person should go. Cannot emphasize enough that this is an idea that will only make things much worse.

Why is it terrible. Doing in a comfined space. What u want is not the initial smoke. Your best bet is doing it in a old fashion car. Co2 is easy to get noticed. My friend tried using the tent , he told me it took lots of time and it doesnt work.

 

[sandalphon]

U can put the charcoal grill inside the bathroom and tape the openings.

Terrible advice. OP will end up in prison or a psych ward.

 

[Someone123]

Why is it terrible. Doing in a comfined space. What u want is not the initial smoke. Your best bet is doing it in a old fashion car. Co2 is easy to get noticed. My friend tried using the tent , he told me it took lots of time and it doesnt work.

In a car this can work well, but not in a hotel- the reasons are explained above.