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MillennialApathy

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Mar 15, 2026
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I'm still doing my research on methods and want to reduce error margins as much as possible.

I live in the US and am unsure if I'd be able to get the materials required in time. But methods like SN sound great. However, I have an overly sensitive stomach and vomit easily. So I was wondering, would the effect still be lethal if it was taken as an Enema? I'd assume that it would reduce/eliminate vomiting, and would probably be absorbed into the blood stream much faster. Is there any information on this? Since the amount required is so small, I don't think it would be expelled quickly following the dosage.

I'm planning on CTB next week. So I'll probably just end up trying the Charcoal method and night night method combined. As an attempt to ensure success. I live in an apartment, so the Charcoal method may be difficult. I've tried before, but only got rolling smoke and it didn't seem to work as I woke up completely fine after the fact. Using a ratchet seems like the most affordable and reliable method available to me.
 
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Student
Apr 5, 2025
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This is actually a pretty good question and I am curious about it too. I would much rather shoot it up my butt and avoid the nausea and vomiting.

Hopefully someone has an answer. I would be worried that wouldn't get in your bloodstream and it would literally tear your ass up.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

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It's for curing sausages. You absolutely do not want it up your butt. I repeat, do not put SN up your butt.
 
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Jan 13, 2025
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It's for curing sausages. You absolutely do not want it up your butt. I repeat, do not put SN up your butt.
just to add on to this: do. not. absolutely do not. it would burn like hellfire and be excruciating. and because it's such a strong salt, it wouldn't just be the burns - the mucosal and colonic tissue/cells would dry up and die quickly. it's gonna be incredibly caustic and burn like a motherfucker while destroying your colon, not even sure someone could manage to push the full 25g in without wanting to pass out, lol.
 
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MillennialApathy

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Mar 15, 2026
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It's for curing sausages. You absolutely do not want it up your butt. I repeat, do not put SN up your butt.
just to add on to this: do. not. absolutely do not. it would burn like hellfire and be excruciating. and because it's such a strong salt, it wouldn't just be the burns - the mucosal and colonic tissue/cells would dry up and die quickly. it's gonna be incredibly caustic and burn like a motherfucker while destroying your colon, not even sure someone could manage to push the full 25g in without wanting to pass out, lol.


Damn. Well thanks for the clarification. I didn't think about the mucosal factor or possible colon death before absorption. But SN was just one example.

What about the others? Do you think the enema method would work with any other digestible? I've never seen it discussed at all. So I can't help but be curious, I'm assuming something would work better this way, but I understand not all of the methods.
 
alstroemeria55

alstroemeria55

Irreparable
Sep 4, 2025
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I think if we're talking methods this is possible with opiods and other drugs that need to get absorbed into your bloodstream, but under no circumstance would it be possible with salts or any similar chemicals without damaging tissue...
 

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