Purchased SN.

[The nerd]

I am scared. Afraid. And have no idea what to do. I am sick of life and too afraid to face it anymore. I just want to know, does it hurt? The sn method. I am getting it Monday and plan on taking a drive somewhere peaceful and sitting in the back seat after I drank it. Just drift off and hopefully die quickly and painlessly.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes SN is painLess and effective:
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I think SN would win.

 

[The nerd]

Yes SN is painLess and effective:
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I think SN would win.

Ty for the reassurance. I know the recommended dosage is 25, but would it be faster to just take as much as possible? I want it over as quickly as possible.

 

[The nerd]

My SN Plan:
Make several glasses of 25 g SN in 60 ML water.
I would take a dose of 30 mg Metoclopramide.
45 minutes after Metoclopramide take first glass of SN.
Take a 2nd glass of SN if i vomit or still conscious after 20 minutes.
Metoclopramide is needed to prevent vomiting.
I wouldn't take more than 25 grams SN at one time.

I am in a hurry to get this done. Monday is my day. Can you direct me to a thread where people tried this and explained how they felt?

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

I am in a hurry to get this done. Monday is my day. Can you direct me to a thread where people tried this and explained how they felt?

If you search for goodbye sn you can see threads. Several people, like trynacbt, have reported it is painless. And it's pretty quick. I wouldn't sweat the speed.

 

[jgm63]

If you intend to use that method then you should research and plan carefully (the same applies to any method you choose).

It would be a good idea to take a look at Stan's guide :

Spoiler: sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148

I believe there will likely be some discomfort, but I don't believe the discomfort level is too high.
I believe you would go unconscious after about 10 to 15 minutes.
However, I can only state what I believe to be true, based on things I have read and things that have been posted by others. I cannot give guarantees.

Personally, I would not be very keen on doing it in a car. I would want to be able to lay down. However you must obviously do what is right for you as best you can, based on your individual situation.

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[The nerd]

If you intend to use that method then you should research and plan carefully (the same applies to any method you choose).

It would be a good idea to take a look at Stan's guide :

Spoiler: sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148

I believe there will likely be some discomfort, but I don't believe the discomfort level is too high.
I believe you would go unconscious after about 10 to 15 minutes.
However, I can only state what I believe to be true, based on things I have read and things that have been posted by others. I cannot give guarantees.

Personally, I would not be very keen on doing it in a car. I would want to be able to lay down. However you must obviously do what is right for you as best you can, based on your individual situation.

note : If you want to talk to anyone "privately" (instead of posting on this thread), then you can use "PM" (PM = personal message, a bit like sending someone an email)
You need to make at least 5 posts and need to have been active for at least 24 hours to get access.
If you don't know what to post, you can post in some of the "games" threads (see "offtopic" section).
Once you have PM access, when you hover the mouse pointer over a user name, you will see a "start conversation" button….


Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

Ty for the kind words.
I am in a hurry to do this. Would nexium, and SN be enough? Or maybe add rolaids to the mix? I am desperate to die.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Ty for the kind words.
I am in a hurry to do this. Would nexium, and SN be enough? Or maybe add rolaids to the mix? I am desperate to die.

Take a look at that guide Stan wrote.

 

[The nerd]

Take a look at that guide Stan wrote.

Is Stan still with us? Just wondering. Would like to pick his brain.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Is Stan still with us? Just wondering. Would like to pick his brain.

He is not. The Sinatra post that's been kept alive for a while is his goodbye thread.

 

[The nerd]

To be sucessful at a ctb method you have to do a lot of research on the internet and this webite. That's so you understand fully how it works. The devil's in the details.And if you mess up a detail you could fail. You're thinking someone can instruct you in 20 minutes how to do something. And a lot it is going to go over your head. You need to put time researching , reading a lot , and thinking and planning to make it work. you can't just ask some of us and you will become an expert.
yes we helped with answers but i can tell you still don't understand a lot of it. I'm not critizing. I'm just trying to help. I've noticed this with others also expaining this method and others. It's how the brain works you can't become an expert in one day and then the next day do it . Just my opinion.

I understand 100% what you mean. I am just in a hurry, I have my reason, but I need this done right and the first time. I ordered SN relatively easy and it's coming Monday. I want to be ready for when it comes. I did read Stans guide, and it makes sense. With time being of essence, I was wondering if Nexium, Rolaids, and ibuprofen would work in favor of the other stuff.
Fyi this is what I ordered. Just the description not where I got it btw. Is this correct?

Food Grade Sodium Nitrite, 10 lb, 10 lb Pail, 99+% Granular Form, Free-Flowing

 

[snorli]

Is Stan still with us? Just wondering. Would like to pick his brain.

If only . I just googled Nexium and Rolaids (never heard of them). They are antacids. You need a good anti-emetic (one of the ones recommended in Stan's guide and the PPH) as well.

 

[The nerd]

If only . I just googled Nexium and Rolaids (never heard of them). They are antacids. You need a good anti-emetic (one of the ones recommended in Stan's guide and the PPH) as well.

I found dramamine. Should do the trick. I am in a hurry and need easy to obtain items.

 

[snorli]

I'd advice against it. You need a dopamine blocker, which dramamine isn't.
From Stan's guide:

The second most important step of the method after making the SN drink and swallowing it, is for the SN to stay in your stomach. You are drinking a toxic liquid and your body defences will recognise this and may try to cleanse your body. One of the defence systems is vomiting.

Below is a list of antiemtics in their generic name. Some countries may have a brand name for these drugs:

1. Dromperidone
2. Metoclopramide
3. Olanzapine
4. Alizapramide
5. Chlorpromazine
6. Prochlorperazine

You only need access to one of the above

Some of you may be on antipsychotics as part of your mental health treatment. If you are any of the below, there is no need to take any antiemetic as they already function as an antiemetic.

Droperidol- 0,25 nM. Benperidol- 0,027 nM. Trifuperidol- 0,4 nM. Spiperone- 0,053 nM. Haloperidol- 2,0. Bromperidol- 2,1. Lurasidone- 1,0 nM. Sestindole- 2,7 nM. Paliperidone- 2,8 nM. Risperidone- 4,9 nM. Olanzapine- 21 nM. Clozapine- 144 nM. Quetiapine- 245 nM

 

[The nerd]

I'd advice against it. You need a dopamine blocker, which dramamine isn't.
From Stan's guide:

Crap. I may be SOL. I can't get any of those given to me by Monday. I need it to end or someone will find my SN and questions I don't want to answer will pop up.

 

[snorli]

CTB in a hurry is rarely a good idea. Do you have a good place to hide the SN? As for the delivery, keep a close eye on the mailbox so you're the first to get your hands on it. If someone else happens to intercept it, make sure you have a good excuse (science project, skin care, cooking). You can use the search function to search for threads about "SN excuses".

 

[The nerd]

CTB in a hurry is rarely a good idea. Don't you have a good place to hide the SN?

I do, but I really want to go immediately. I really cannot wait much longer.

 

[Moonicide]

I found dramamine. Should do the trick. I am in a hurry and need easy to obtain items.

Just wanted to let you know that Dramamine non-drowsy (Meclizine) is effective and OTC. We had a member here pass away with that method instead of Meto. We've had people vomit despite using Meto, and have passed. We've had people that simply took the SN (which I would not recommend) and they passed away. Everyone is different. But the method is quite effective. If you do vomit, I'd recommend having another cup of SN on the side just in case. Many people have been doing that as a backup if they vomit. It's highly unlikely you'd be able to survive 2 downings of SN even if you vomit on the first one, unless you call 911. Highly unlikely.

 

[The nerd]

Just wanted to let you know that Dramamine non-drowsy (Meclizine) is effective and OTC. We had a member here pass away with that method instead of Meto. We've had people vomit despite using Meto, and have passed. We've had people that simply took the SN (which I would not recommend) and they passed away. Everyone is different. But the method is quite effective. If you do vomit, I'd recommend having another cup of SN on the side just in case. Many people have been doing that as a backup if they vomit. It's highly unlikely you'd be able to survive 2 downings of SN even if you vomit on the first one, unless you call 911. Highly unlikely.

I think I'll be ok. i am determined if news breaks not in my favor.

 

[ftchr]

Just for back up plan.. so let me summarize this. I would have to buy an SN as much as possible then dissolve a 25g SN to a 60 ML water, is this right? Then If I want to make another glass, just do the same thing, is that right? Then for vomiting, I can somehow buy a Dramamine right?

So overall, I would have to take the Dramamine first then after HOW MANY MINUTES should I take my first glass of SN? Thank you for those who can reply back!

 

[Jean4]

Is Stan still with us? Just wondering. Would like to pick his brain.

Stan passed 15 days ago.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Just for back up plan.. so let me summarize this. I would have to buy an SN as much as possible then dissolve a 25g SN to a 60 ML water, is this right? Then If I want to make another glass, just do the same thing, is that right? Then for vomiting, I can somehow buy a Dramamine right?

So overall, I would have to take the Dramamine first then after HOW MANY MINUTES should I take my first glass of SN? Thank you for those who can reply back!

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Daniela]

Yes SN is painLess

No

 

[Jean4]

Have you done it? What was your experience?

Those who have documented, has proven that it is generally peaceful.

 

[ftchr]

Anyone here has a link to Stan's thread or last goodbye? Sorry, just curious.

 

[Jean4]

Anyone here has a link to Stan's thread or last goodbye? Sorry, just curious.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/can-anyone-hear-frank-sinatra.27430/

 

[ftchr]

@The nerd not sure what time you are in but its already Monday here on my time. Can you let us update your stat dose before you go? if you don't mind.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

Crap. I may be SOL. I can't get any of those given to me by Monday. I need it to end or someone will find my SN and questions I don't want to answer will pop up.

If you know someone that has migraines, they may have some and hopefully share. Just tell them you had a migraine and had one available and helped. I hate lying to someone I know but it is what it is

 

[The nerd]

@The nerd not sure what time you are in but its already Monday here on my time. Can you let us update your stat dose before you go? if you don't mind.

I will. There is a major problem though....my SN says it was delivered via fedex ground yesterday in the morning time....I never got it. Looked all around my house and it isn't here. I am freaking out. This was my way out. I did step out for a minute briefly yesterday. I wonder if my spouse got it and did something or a neighbor stole the package. No signature required makes me suspicious. Now I am screwed.

 

[randomz]

Maybe it was for good, that you didn't get the SN. Maybe it was a sign things will go better for you. I hope this is the case, and if you need someone to talk to, I am here and you can contact me

 

[The nerd]

Maybe it was for good, that you didn't get the SN. Maybe it was a sign things will go better for you. I hope this is the case, and if you need someone to talk to, I am here and you can contact me

Ty. Means a lot, really. I am going to ask my spouse if she saw anything for me Come to the house. Weird it came yesterday, Sunday....the tracker said Monday. It's 5:21 am here where I am. I went out and looked around the house, mailbox, nothing. Something is up.