Puddings
Member
- Feb 9, 2019
- 36
I really want to be dead but I don't want to die. Cowardly i know. When ever I think of ways to die nothing seems right or something I would be able to do. I also don't have access to all the things mentioned on here.
But on Monday I was in quite a bad car accident. If I believed in miracles I would have said that it's a miracle that I walked out my car without injuries but for a couple of bumps. The car is a complete wreck. I stood by the side of the road feeling so angry and disappointed that I lived through yet another shit storm.
But this made me think. This is a way I could possibly ctb. If I fail I could always just say it was an accident?
Is success highly probable in this method? What would be the best way to execute this? I don't want to harm anyone else so it would have to be an open road.
Any advice?
But on Monday I was in quite a bad car accident. If I believed in miracles I would have said that it's a miracle that I walked out my car without injuries but for a couple of bumps. The car is a complete wreck. I stood by the side of the road feeling so angry and disappointed that I lived through yet another shit storm.
But this made me think. This is a way I could possibly ctb. If I fail I could always just say it was an accident?
Is success highly probable in this method? What would be the best way to execute this? I don't want to harm anyone else so it would have to be an open road.
Any advice?