
JinZhin
we are in hell
- Nov 2, 2021
- 187
Once again, I decided to try see a psychiatrist, even though I did not think it'd help me, maybe I was bored I guess, but I thought I have nothing to lose, so these are some things that happened:
-I got diagnosed with BPD in the first ten minutes of talking to her. Like yes, diagnosing personality disorders is very easy
-After getting referred to a therapist, I spent 3 appointments doing obnoxious amounts of personality tests, after I got told that there is no more need for me to come as I am seeing a psychiatrist already (even I know that is not supposed to be like that lol)
-Got told I am just immature and lazy for talking about how depressed I am and how I find life pointless
-After telling them that I have been considering suicide, and explained how I plan to go about it, I only got yet another "life is a gift" and how I should not even think of it. I
I wonder if I should stop going, except getting various pills, they will probably do nothing. I really didn't expect anything, but I feel like anything they'd say to me would only piss me off further
-I got diagnosed with BPD in the first ten minutes of talking to her. Like yes, diagnosing personality disorders is very easy
-After getting referred to a therapist, I spent 3 appointments doing obnoxious amounts of personality tests, after I got told that there is no more need for me to come as I am seeing a psychiatrist already (even I know that is not supposed to be like that lol)
-Got told I am just immature and lazy for talking about how depressed I am and how I find life pointless
-After telling them that I have been considering suicide, and explained how I plan to go about it, I only got yet another "life is a gift" and how I should not even think of it. I
I wonder if I should stop going, except getting various pills, they will probably do nothing. I really didn't expect anything, but I feel like anything they'd say to me would only piss me off further