the witch’s lament
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- Sep 5, 2020
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I have been receiving psychiatric help for four years now. at the beginning of my treatment I saw a psychiatrist who was not very invested in his patients and would just write prescriptions left and right. after seeing him for 4 months, I was on a daily regimen of 60mg cymbalta, 3mg clonazepam, and 15mg temazepam and 10mg ambien for sleep. I was managing my anxiety much better back then, but I attempted a CTB using a then non-scheduled research benzodiazepine. I failed and once my doctor caught wind of this I was taken off of everything. I was unmedicated for almost two years until starting again last year.
my new psych is very nice and I have a great therapist as well. it seems like my new psychiatrist is not aware of my previous history, but acts like he doesn't generally prescribe controlled substances. I am now on 30mg cymbalta, 40mg adderall xr (20mg*2) 45mg buspar (15mg*3) and 25mg vistaril for sleep. I have been trying to get another benzo for my anxiety since we started talking but he won't budge on it, saying it would counteract my adderall (which makes sense). I just had a facetime appointment with him and told him about my recent increase of insomnia and brought up having taken ambien in the past. he said they generally don't prescribe more than one controlled substance at a time. I said that I had been in the past and he became very curious about who prescribed them and when. I'm worried he's going to look back and see my history and I will have lost my trustworthiness to a second doctor.
he said in plain terms that we are at a standstill regarding medication for sleep as he refuses to prescribe multiple controlled substances, inferring that he is this way with all his patients. he has been receptive of my symptoms and we have tried a few meds for my depression. do you think he is just trying to dance around mentioning my history? would a doctor come out and say "well you had an overdose in the past on similar meds so I won't prescribe them"? anybody have any experience with this?
my new psych is very nice and I have a great therapist as well. it seems like my new psychiatrist is not aware of my previous history, but acts like he doesn't generally prescribe controlled substances. I am now on 30mg cymbalta, 40mg adderall xr (20mg*2) 45mg buspar (15mg*3) and 25mg vistaril for sleep. I have been trying to get another benzo for my anxiety since we started talking but he won't budge on it, saying it would counteract my adderall (which makes sense). I just had a facetime appointment with him and told him about my recent increase of insomnia and brought up having taken ambien in the past. he said they generally don't prescribe more than one controlled substance at a time. I said that I had been in the past and he became very curious about who prescribed them and when. I'm worried he's going to look back and see my history and I will have lost my trustworthiness to a second doctor.
he said in plain terms that we are at a standstill regarding medication for sleep as he refuses to prescribe multiple controlled substances, inferring that he is this way with all his patients. he has been receptive of my symptoms and we have tried a few meds for my depression. do you think he is just trying to dance around mentioning my history? would a doctor come out and say "well you had an overdose in the past on similar meds so I won't prescribe them"? anybody have any experience with this?