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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
I am crying on my hospital bed. This was my last chance before ctb
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,472
yeah the whole medical profession is incompetent at the best of times and negligent at worst
 
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Carlotta16

The Best I Can Do is Nothing
Mar 16, 2022
134
I am crying on my hospital bed. This was my last chance before ctb
Did they actually say that to you??!! That is bloody awful!! They're a disgrace
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
That's horrible. I'm so sorry to hear it. Did this person say why they think you're "faking it"?
 
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jesse

jesse

perpetually overwhelmed
Sep 18, 2019
83
I think psychiatrists fake practicing medicine.
 
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right:sun

right:sun

Alien Observer
Sep 22, 2021
19
I'm so sorry.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
I understand. The worst thing ever is not being believed. It's just so unfair.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
990
. . . for what possible purpose? Did they say what they thought you had instead? Or are you supposedly in a hospital for funsies?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,547
Some people really are so invalidating and insensitive. I'm sorry that you were treated like that. I can imagine that it must be awful being trapped in a psych ward. I wish you relief from suffering.
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
Can you explain more? Why did you go to the hospital and what did you tell them?
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,649
They are worthless try not to let it bother you to much
 
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Eternally Dottie

Eternally Dottie

Dreamer
Dec 17, 2021
191
I am crying on my hospital bed. This was my last chance before ctb
They obviously don't know their job as well as they think they do. That's appalling, I'm sorry you're going through that. You should ask them to document their reasoning and then put in a complaint against them or ask for a second opinion. I don't know what country you are in though and whether that is possible for you.
 
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drakeramoraya158

drakeramoraya158

Member
May 18, 2022
10
The worst thing about mental illnesses is that there is no diagnostic test to determine the existence and severity of the mental problem.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,378
You should tell them that if that's true then you should be let free from the psych ward, assuming you aren't already there of your own volition.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
That's horrible. I'm so sorry to hear it. Did this person say why they think you're "faking it"?
Presumably because I have a history of psychosis so all I say is potentially "false". I was sharing childhood trauma and they asked "do you remember it or someone told you that?"
. . . for what possible purpose? Did they say what they thought you had instead? Or are you supposedly in a hospital for funsies?
I have no idea. I was crying in bed and they were like "does it bother you when I ask you questions like that?" so coldly
Can you explain more? Why did you go to the hospital and what did you tell them?
I was sent there for suicidal ideation by my external psychiatrist. I was talking about my suicidal ideation and childhood trauma and how meds don't work and they were like "for meds to work we'd have to be sure WHAT we are treating you for exactly. . ."
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
Wow, casting doubt on trauma memories is heavy.
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
378
They always think that stuff exept if a normie enters with workstress or something simple like that. Sir your just deformed its not that bad looks dont matter. Bruh at moments like that i really want to fuck up their face with acid and see how happy they really are. Lucky im not a bad guy but one day someone will defnitly go on a rampage.
 
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peanuts

peanuts

Member
May 27, 2022
99
Ugh I am so sorry. I once got the "well if you can fake being happy perhaps you're faking being sad" from a mental health nurse. I never saw her again. I was horrified. It was the first time ever being on antidepressants, I'd gained 30kg (almost 70lbs) trying to recover from anorexia and I was absolutely broken. I've always been highly functioning - and I fake happy enough to hold down a job (study at that time) .. but the reason I am so isolated is because it's exhausting faking it all the time.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Presumably because I have a history of psychosis so all I say is potentially "false". I was sharing childhood trauma and they asked "do you remember it or someone told you that?"

I have no idea. I was crying in bed and they were like "does it bother you when I ask you questions like that?" so coldly

I was sent there for suicidal ideation by my external psychiatrist. I was talking about my suicidal ideation and childhood trauma and how meds don't work and they were like "for meds to work we'd have to be sure WHAT we are treating you for exactly. . ."
You know that's the thing about childhood trauma sometimes we forget it I have a friend in Canada who went through some kind of hypnosis therapy or something and remembered that she was abused as a child. It was then confirmed to be true by a family member whenever she brought it up
Sorry you're going through this
Sorry you're going through this
 
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