Firstly, how long have you been there and do you have an estimated discharge date? Have you been evaluated yet and what country are you in?
who do you have on the outside that can bring in a talmud or religious text or soft cover book with one of those extremely thin razors glued to the binding edge or if not a razor, remember you could always just write it out with drugs on blotter paper.
I don't know how UK doors work at UK psych wards. Post a picture of the door hinges and all components.
Your best bet is getting somebody on the outside to bring you fentanyl laced paper and OD.
As far as partial suspension you're going to have to get to know the staff the timetables and the shift changes and then wait for some patient to start going insane with a psychotic break or create some other condition where you have the time, tools and means necessary to execute effectively.
First of all thank you for your in depth reply it means a lot!
I have been in here for a few days. Because it's the weekend there are no doctors to evaluate me yet. In the UK, when you go to general hospital after a CTB attempt the staff need to make sure you are medically fit for a mental health review and from then they decide whether it's appropriate for immediate detention under section 2 of mental health act. You then get moved to a psychiatric hospital and the section 2 lasts for up to 28 days. You'll have weekly reviews with 4 professionals to discuss treatment plans and possibly discharge date. If they don't think you're going to be safe or treatment needs to be done while your in hospital then after 28 days they have a power to detain under section 3 of mental health act which you can stay in hospital for up to 6 months.
I haven't had my review yet but from previous times I usually stay in for around a month.
I don't have anyone on the outside to bring me in anything that could harm me, plus whenever anything is brought in staff so a thorough check through belongings and confiscate anything that could be used to harm yourself.
The staff come in at 8pm and do a 30 minute handover but there is always extra staff to still do observations. I've gathered I'm on 10-15 minute observations and at night times someone is sat outside my room to check on me every 10-15 minutes but sometimes it can be quicker. The ward is square shaped and I am in the far corner, I can usually see staff walking down the corridor to come do my observations but I can't see if they come from the right as my room positioning.
In my review I'll probably get escorted leave with staff or family and friends. I know a dealer I can get Ketamine, Ectasy pills, psychedelics such as mushrooms/LSD. I have around £150 to spend on anything to CTB. I'll be able to convince my family to let me go for a drive 'to go the shop' and I'll go get whatever I need from my dealer. But I'm not sure what drug to buy… I don't have access to F it's really hard to come across in the UK unfortunately. It's mainly party drugs that are fairly easy to get a hold of.
There is always a doctor available in this psychiatric hospital regardless if they're on a different ward. When I went into the clinic room I seen one of them big emergency bags the advanced paramedics have where it has every possible thing they need to keep someone alive - and possible more specific stuff for overdoses/ligatures due to the environment.
I'll post some pictures of my room. I can also control the temp in my room the lowest I can set it to is 15 degrees and if my window is open it's 0 degrees outside. The highest I can set it to is 29 degrees. Idk if that could be helpful if I do overdose maybe having it really hot or really cold could make a difference.
I'm thinking when I'm allowed 2 hours leave I can go get whatever I need drugs wise and take and time my OD. Surely if I take so much of one drug there's not much they can do. I don't even care if it's painful (maybe if ketamine is used then that'll cause disassociation anyway).
Also If I do OD the best time would be on handover at 8am or 8pm as this is the same handover shift for majority of paramedics in the area unless their on a weird shift. But I know if an ambulance is called at this time it can have some delays due to staff swapping shifts and even staff swapping shifts in call centres so there is most definitely slight delays.
I need to CTB in this hospital because it's legit torture in here please help me.