Psychedelic Suicide

[tilsleepcomes]

I'm going to gather up some psychedelics for my CTB.

I think having a spiritual experience while I go through with it might be helpful. It could both help me dissociate from the pain and also maybe help me be less scared.

I'm gathering up magic mushrooms and I have cannabis for the trip.

I might try some in advance and contemplate my decision to CTB, see how it sits with me, how the thought makes me feel under their influence.

Anyone else thinking of psychedelics to augment their CTB experience?

 

[LowLevelChimp]

Sounds good, but would you be too trippy to ctb once the psych's take hold, that's my concern for me.

 

[Shu]

No. I couldn't kill myself on psychedelics. Psychedelics make me want to live.

Maybe on DXM I could because I don't feel any pain on it.

 

[tilsleepcomes]

Sounds good, but would you be too trippy to ctb once the psych's take hold, that's my concern for me.

I would prep everything in advance to make it easy for me. I'm likely going out by F mixed with benzos and other CN depressants at this point, so I just need it and a straw ready to go for once I'm ready. Once I've consumed all the fun stuff and contemplated my choice a while and I'm sure, I will only need to rip a line and lay back.

No. I couldn't kill myself on psychedelics. Psychedelics make me want to live.

Maybe on DXM I could because I don't feel any pain on it.

This is a possibility. I will make sure I'm going into it sure and enthusiastic about my choice.

I hadn't considered DXM to assist the trip. It reduces physical pain?

 

[jennydreadful]

This is interesting. I'm concerned that once you start tripping you might have a "bad trip" since your psyche knows you want to CTB. One of my trips made me realize I didn't want to exist in this dimension.

 

[Worndown]

I am not sure you can die of this unless you do something dangerous while tripping. It could take a long time before your life returns to it's current condition. Not recommended.

 

[Euthanza]

If you have access to Fentanyl then it's the way to go, there are many fatal reports about it. Not sure with LSD and mushroom/ayahuasca; especially Cannabis which is known to have enormous amount of LD50, you will only get high or poisoned but unlikely overdosed.

 

[theboy]

Well our brain releases DMT as death approaches

 

[27clubBRIAN]

If you have access to Fentanyl then it's the way to go, there are many fatal reports about it. Not sure with LSD and mushroom/ayahuasca; especially Cannabis which is known to have enormous amount of LD50, you will only get high or poisoned but unlikely overdosed.

Yeah I definitely agree sounds like OP would end up just getting incredibly high and it could turn sour , did the Fentanyl method which I would highly recommend , it was incredibly peaceful and took me to heaven , only problem you're going to have is time, I thought it would be quite instantaneous but unfortunately for me someone found me out and administered narcan taking me back to the hell that is this earth. :(

 

[Shu]

I would prep everything in advance to make it easy for me. I'm likely going out by F mixed with benzos and other CN depressants at this point, so I just need it and a straw ready to go for once I'm ready. Once I've consumed all the fun stuff and contemplated my choice a while and I'm sure, I will only need to rip a line and lay back.

This is a possibility. I will make sure I'm going into it sure and enthusiastic about my choice.

I hadn't considered DXM to assist the trip. It reduces physical pain?

I can't feel anything on DXM.
I'm not going to be the one to put those thoughts into your head that your psychedelic experience might be bad or you might have a bad trip. If you take them I hope you have a good experience honestly.

 

[obafgkm]

If you have access to Fentanyl then it's the way to go, there are many fatal reports about it. Not sure with LSD and mushroom/ayahuasca; especially Cannabis which is known to have enormous amount of LD50, you will only get high or poisoned but unlikely overdosed.

Ld50 for LSD is also very high, many 1000x a typical dose. Definitely an expensive method to die.

 

[Shu]

Ld50 for LSD is also very high, many 1000x a typical dose. Definitely an expensive method to die.

I've not really heard of anyone dying from LSD.

If you have access to Fentanyl then it's the way to go, there are many fatal reports about it. Not sure with LSD and mushroom/ayahuasca; especially Cannabis which is known to have enormous amount of LD50, you will only get high or poisoned but unlikely overdosed.

Poisoned?

 

[tilsleepcomes]

Yeah I definitely agree sounds like OP would end up just getting incredibly high and it could turn sour , did the Fentanyl method which I would highly recommend , it was incredibly peaceful and took me to heaven , only problem you're going to have is time, I thought it would be quite instantaneous but unfortunately for me someone found me out and administered narcan taking me back to the hell that is this earth. :(

Yeah Fent is my method. I'm just doing psychedelics going into it. I will have to make sure I am sure and enthusiastic about CTB before I do it so that it's a good trip.

 

[Worndown]

Ld50 for LSD is also very high, many 1000x a typical dose. Definitely an expensive method to die.

You do not know what you will do while being way too high. You could lay there and smile. You might think you are one of the bulls at Pamplona. Too unpredictable to be viable.

 

[tilsleepcomes]

You do not know what you will do while being way too high. You could lay there and smile. You might think you are one of the bulls at Pamplona. Too unpredictable to be viable.

That is a real consideration for me. I don't want to go through all my prep and spending and then be too tripped out to do what I planned, or giggle my way to convincing myself to NOT follow through. I'm going with mushrooms over LSD for my trip before CTB cuz I think a bad trip is less likely, but I will have to maybe do some beforehand to know how messed up I will be when the time comes.

 

[Worndown]

Practicing parts of a method is helpful in finding out what will and, more importantly, what will not work.