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Vincent Moraes

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Have you ever tried any? Do you get any (at least artificial) hope from it?

I have some DMT with me for some time now. Yesterday I had a girl over and we did it. It was fun, and I could forget my suicidal thoughts for some time, we could have sex and stuff. But today in the morning everything was gone, I woke up with this "have to kill myself" thought again, and her presence was even bothering me, because I hate it when I need to deal with social situations with this suicidal thought in the background of my mind.

Some months ago I even would believe psychedelic drugs in a regular basis would be a way out of depression and suicidal thoughts, but I realized it was just an ilusion.
 
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Insomnio
Jun 26, 2018
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Microdosing psilocybin mushrooms is something you should research its gaining popularity in treating some of these problems and its very easy and cheap to produce.
 
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Jul 2, 2018
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Done shrooms and truffles a few times, it's never changed anything for me. I have the ingredients for a Ayahuasca type brew, so will be trying that soon, I doubt that'll leave a lasting effect though, like the other times I've tripped, was fun at the time but nothing life changing
 
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