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brokeandbroken
Enlightened
- Apr 18, 2023
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So roughly a month ago at the start of the weekend I bought ropes to hang myself with and made a critical error and judgement and messaged people saying I was going to CTB (not the term I used) - this will never happen again. This led to an involuntarily psych ward visit of almost a month with frankly unbelievably lazy doctors and nurses. I was literally told the goal isn't to make you better just to "stabilize" you. Short visits with an uncaring doctor and a hospital an hour away. Oh and I got (stay of) committed... So that's real special. I hope to never again be back... Nothing changed for me. My life isn't magically better, no wisdom gained, just more of the same...