nattys5thtoenail
goofball
- Oct 6, 2024
- 183
I want to write a suicide note but it seems like too much mental effort if I'm not even going to be alive to care about the opinions of others
This is a HUGE one here. Personally this is just not a risk worth taking. If there is an afterlife you can always hash it out there.- if you write a suicide note shaming your family members who wronged you and if you were to fail your suicide attempt, you're completely fucked
I know what you're talking about. I've been writing my notes for several weeks now, right now I've written five pages. It feels like writing a never ending story... that's really exhausting. It's really hard to make "the perfect note".I feel like it would help console your loved ones but requires an incredible amount of mental effort imo... makes me exhausted after writing one paragraph. I'm planning to write pages too
Even a simple list of the things that pushed you into this solution will be helpful.I can't get the words right so I don't even try
Whta do you write about to these people? (I mean like generally, not specifically, like your memories of them, feelings towards them or just thoughts on your relationship with them?)I'm going to leave notes for many people. I want them to have something to read when they're missing me. Something in my voice. Telling them I love them, I'm watching over them. Something that won't give them peace when it happens, but will give them comfort when they need it.
Otherwise, you probably shouldn't write one if your family/friends genuinely cared for you—any reason(s) you give would just be met with, "But we could have gotten you help for that..." inadvertently creating more questions about what could have been.