Help Procrastinating my ctb

[hella.physched]

I've been planning this ctb for a while now… but i cant seem to get myself to get the equipment…i cant pick a specific method… im just so confused & disoriented with pain and all the conflicting information on this forum . I wish i had someone older or with more experience to guide me.

 

[notahappygirl]

I've been planning this ctb for a while now… but i cant seem to get myself to get the equipment…i cant pick a specific method… im just so confused & disoriented with pain and all the conflicting information on this forum . I wish i had someone older or with more experience to guide me.

In new to this website, but I wonder why do people procrastinate their ctb. What method are you choosing ??

 

[Praestat_Mori]

All recommended methods here have their pros and cons. You will have to find your method of choice by yourself, you cannot put this decision into the hands of someone else because it's you who has to be confident with the chosen method. Given the fact you ask for "someone older" I assume you are very young, probably it's best to try other forms of help first and have CTB only as the ultimate option, in the case life does not change to the better.

I wish you all the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide really is just so unnecessarily complicated in this world, sadly. It should be much more easier and straightforward for us to finally free ourselves from all the suffering that existing brings, I hate how despite all the endless torment that exists here, Nembutal still isn't legalised. But to me it's such a cruel punishment how we were forced into this hellish world yet cannot just easily leave, the difficulty of suicide also keeps me trapped here, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[hella.physched]

In new to this website, but I wonder why do people procrastinate their ctb. What method are you choosing ??

Im either going with jumping or hanging… but theres just too much information idk which to go with

 

[sayire]

Im either going with jumping or hanging… but theres just too much information idk which to go with

I think your procrastination means you shit is not bad enough. So I would say procrastinate away.

yes there are many choices and too much info can surely lead to decision paralysis. if it is time for you, time will find its way to you.

 

[liljeep]

Let yourself procrastinate. Things good and bad will continue to happen. If you decide certainly it is no longer worth it to bare the pain, you will take action.