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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
Aug 8, 2022
2,393
:aw: I hope whatever happens it is peaceful
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,290
Just because you vomit doesn't mean it wont work. I hope you don't suffer.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people โค๏ธ
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Wishing you a peaceful exit, friend โค๏ธ
 
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HelloIamSummer

HelloIamSummer

Sunset chaser
Nov 5, 2022
30
Even if I do, honestly I just don't care. I'm really happy
I feel like it's starting to wear off, but I'll wait a little more
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
Aug 8, 2022
2,393
Even if I do, honestly I just don't care. I'm really happy
I feel like it's starting to wear off, but I'll wait a little more
It could go either way...members here have passed from just "testing" SN, but you did vomit and use only about a quarter of the recommended amount...we are with you either way.
 
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aladdin

aladdin

Member
Nov 5, 2022
59
aw I hope you're not suffering too much :(
 
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WaveringLight

WaveringLight

pReTtY cOlOrS
Nov 7, 2022
85
Hey, just know what ever happens we are here for you. I hope you aren't suffering too much.
 
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EndlessDespair

EndlessDespair

Lonely
Nov 6, 2022
114
Even if I do, honestly I just don't care. I'm really happy
I feel like it's starting to wear off, but I'll wait a little more
Hey, any update? Are you still with us?
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
Aug 8, 2022
2,393
They were active 11 minutes ago. Likely still going to be with us, but having a rough time atm.
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
530
You are inspiring. Thank you .
 
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EndlessDespair

EndlessDespair

Lonely
Nov 6, 2022
114
I've decided. Gonna do it today. My mom needed the antiemetic, so now I don't have it. Took the antacid and 500mg paracetamol 15 minutes prior to drinking sn. Gonna drink it at 1 am CET. I know this isn't to be rushed, but it is my time. I'm gonna try less, since I don't want to vomit it out, so 1 teaspoon. And if they find me, I will at least know I can do it. I hope noone has to experiment like this though...
I'm scared of SI, otherwise feeling really content.
Just did it!
Heart beating really fast
Shaking
I hope that your finally moments werent too painful, and you can finally rest in peace. Thank you for sharing your journey with us๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพโค๏ธ๐Ÿ•Š
 
HelloIamSummer

HelloIamSummer

Sunset chaser
Nov 5, 2022
30
I slept it off. Not gonna try again. I didn't feel any pain, peacefulness 9/10, but I suppose it would be worse, if I took the right amount.
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
811
Wow, you're still alive. You just feel asleep and that's it?
 
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Girl-shaped Wound

Girl-shaped Wound

In love with a person that doesn't exist
Feb 19, 2022
148
I slept it off. Not gonna try again. I didn't feel any pain, peacefulness 9/10, but I suppose it would be worse, if I took the right amount.
I hope that you did not get any organ damage! Wishing you the best.
 
EndlessDespair

EndlessDespair

Lonely
Nov 6, 2022
114
I slept it off. Not gonna try again. I didn't feel any pain, peacefulness 9/10, but I suppose it would be worse, if I took the right amount.
I'm so sorry your attempt failed, Si can be a bich. Nonetheless, I am glad you are still with us๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพโค๏ธ
 
Exact Change

Exact Change

A life of mistakes
Nov 6, 2022
175
I'm so sorry it has come the this. I hope you find the peace you search for. Its not too late to change your mind
I slept it off. Not gonna try again. I didn't feel any pain, peacefulness 9/10, but I suppose it would be worse, if I took the right amount.
I didn't see the entire thread. I'm glad you're with us.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
I slept it off. Not gonna try again. I didn't feel any pain, peacefulness 9/10, but I suppose it would be worse, if I took the right amount.
How much did you take in grams?
 
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