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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

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Mar 7, 2022
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In a previous post I said that tonight was the date that I picked to CTB. And that's true, I picked tonight a little less than a mouth ago. Unfortunately I feel just exhausted. I don't know if I have the energy to do much of anything besides scroll on my phone. So unfortunately I guess I'll be postponing my CTB. I'll keep this updated of anything changes. Guess I'll be on this website with yall a little longer.
 
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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

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Mar 7, 2022
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Watching House M.D. Tonight's not the night. I still definitely want to check out before I go back to college in late August. Maybe later this month.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

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Mar 7, 2022
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Still a good way to spend the night, even if you wish you weren't still here. What episode are you watching?
I actually got into it because YouTube recommended me clips, then I found it on prime. Just finished episode 3 of season one
 
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Lost in a Dream

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I actually got into it because YouTube recommended me clips, then I found it on prime. Just finished episode 3 of season one

Do you like it so far? I haven't watched much of it, just a few episodes here and there, but the ones I saw were pretty good. I might try watching more sometime.
 
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AloneInCollege

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Mar 7, 2022
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Do you like it so far? I haven't watched much of it, just a few episodes here and there, but the ones I saw were pretty good. I might try watching more sometime.
I really like it. It's a bit formulaic in the sense that you can really feel the story beats it hits sometimes. But I still like it and the characters are interesting. I've actually seen some Grey's anatomy as well and comparing them is pretty funny.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I think that it is really hard to stick to a set date for ctb. After all life is unpredictable and uncertain, and things could easily get in the way of plans. I would prefer to just do it when it feels right. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

LifeHasNoOptIn

Worst Life Ever
Mar 31, 2022
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There is nothing wrong with not sticking to a date. CTB should be something you feel 100% about and never done if you have any doubts about your decision or just not ready.

I have binged all eps of House a few times. It was oddly therapeutic when I was detoxing off Vicodin some time ago 😆 It can be a bit formulaic, but they have fun with that occasionally as well. Hopefully you will find it to be a good distraction and take your mind off things. The worst part for me is the subliminal hypochondria when you learn about these weird diseases and wonder if you might have one. 🤔

(Spoiler: It might be Lupus) 😁
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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Do not worry about missing a date. This is not a race and does not adhere to a strict timetable. If and when that day comes, you will do it. If it does not come, you are with us. Your needs will drive this.
 
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london3

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@AloneInCollege

You should be the only one to decide when to ctb.

There should be no pressure from members of this site or your personal life events that change this fact, but we will be there to support you when you are ready.
 
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