On Replay
What a day What a day
- Sep 23, 2022
- 279
If you're seeing this … you're not helping at all . I don't want to be institutionalized , I don't want to be forced to sit in front of someone and have them tell me generic shit to try to fix me , I don't want drugs or drinking myself to death to get through the day.
I just want peace. I just wanted a way out , youre ruining it for me … for many.
Sn felt like my only chance to do that without unbearable pain. Now I have to find the highest cliff to jump off of ? While you get to go back to your "happy life" that continues to revolve , before AND after me . I'm tired , I really am. Any hope I ever have ALWAYS slips through my fingers . Good , bad . Always goes away. My hope for peace is fading away , never really had it but I imagined… now that's gone too
I just want peace. I just wanted a way out , youre ruining it for me … for many.
Sn felt like my only chance to do that without unbearable pain. Now I have to find the highest cliff to jump off of ? While you get to go back to your "happy life" that continues to revolve , before AND after me . I'm tired , I really am. Any hope I ever have ALWAYS slips through my fingers . Good , bad . Always goes away. My hope for peace is fading away , never really had it but I imagined… now that's gone too