Csmith8827
Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
- Oct 26, 2019
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I feel like everytime I used to smoke bud it would be like pushing the reset button on all of my mental progress up until that point and reverting to some sort of "starting point" or 0. Perhaps if you smoke you know what I'm saying? It's almost like you're cheating your brain for an escape in that moment from "present consciousness" for whatever reason. Regardless it wasn't constructive or helpful at all. I'm happy to be off it, if I'd kept hitting that reset button I feel like I would have never beaten the game, whereas now I'm on my way. That's the best way I can describe it...can anyone relate to this? I haven't smoked in about two months, I had a stupid accident while stoned and had to move back "home" but it's not really my home.