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breathingblues

breathingblues

Dream alive...
Aug 14, 2025
40
Hi, I attempted 3 months ago in September... Life has gotten so much worse since then. I'm still living in isolation, there are forced hell bent on killing me, no matter how hard I work on myself. There is a stronger force in my mind and body that wants to live... But life and its rulers are screwing me mercilessly.

I've seen that so many people who show unsolicited love for your story, and then leave (please let me know if you've gone through this too, I feel like I don't exist since this year) immediately are not good Samaritans but twisted forms of the devil torturing you into your grave. I wish I was a criminal like my family, so I knew why this happened and so suddenly. I've seen everything this year. Many people doubt if I am innocent but they figure out quickly when I answer in full length all their questions.

I don't know, this post is to talk about stuff. In fact if you're willing to share your socials for talking there I would be happy too if you're not maligned like the world.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Arcanist
Dec 10, 2025
406
Hey, I hear you. I've been in the trenches, deep and I'm still here. I hope you listen to your will to live. There is hope.

Are you in a safe place at least now?
 
leftoperish

leftoperish

Member
Dec 10, 2025
31
What plague's you my friend, an you share?
 
breathingblues

breathingblues

Dream alive...
Aug 14, 2025
40
Hey, I hear you. I've been in the trenches, deep and I'm still here. I hope you listen to your will to live. There is hope.

Are you in a safe place at least now?
You sound like AI man
What plague's you my friend, an you share?
It is pretty deep and some of it doesn't make full sense but isolation in real life.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Arcanist
Dec 10, 2025
406
You sound like AI man

It is pretty deep and some of it doesn't make full sense but isolation in real life.
Haha yeah true, I do šŸ˜‚.

I guess I'm used to chat telling me a few of those things as of late.
 

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