Preparations

[Dosentmatter903]

So as time goes by and I'm coping with the fact that this is about to happen here are some preparations I'm working on...

1st thing I start thinking about is cremation. I don't want to be buried, fuck that something about it just creeps me out. No one visits me now don't expect anyone to do it when I'm dead. Kinda just want to be cremated and have my ashes spread on a family trip or something.

2 making sure I leave the money for my cremation. I don't want my family to have the financial burden w.e little it may cost.
Also I'm in another state so I want to leave money to fly my body out if need be

3 believe it or not I'm just thinking of what to wear lol...nothing special defenetly all black but simple.

4. Location...kinda want to be out in nature and since I plan to be on something I just want to be high af and enjoy my last moments.

5. Letters to my family. This is probably the hardest thing of this whole situation and both times I've tried to write em I cried my fuckin ass off...I'm planing to leave a letter with instructions on my body explaining what I want done and how and a very brief explanation for the coroner.

6 when...now this one is wierd for me because I have to have all the preparations I just mentioned taken care of so I'm still not 100 on when but soon I'm guessing


And so far that's it I think....just venting...just some thoughts.....good night

 

[piercedheart]

I would recommend looking into water cremation, it's cheaper and very good for the environment, the most ecological option, if you care for that at all.
If you're worried about family paying, see if you can get a payment plan already set up and take care of any payment ahead of time, I think many places do it.

I wish you the best though in all that you wish to achieve. Truly.

 

[Dosentmatter903]

I would recommend looking into water cremation, it's cheaper and very good for the environment, the most ecological option, if you care for that at all.
If you're worried about family paying, see if you can get a payment plan already set up and take care of any payment ahead of time, I think many places do it.

I wish you the best though in all that you wish to achieve. Truly.

That is really interesting. Sais it cost a bit more something like double but the idea is not bad...always thought it was kind of wierd to keep remains

 

[piercedheart]

That is really interesting. Sais it cost a bit more something like double but the idea is not bad...always thought it was kind of wierd to keep remains

Ah apologies, speaking from my own like area of knowledge, for me it's cheaper where I am. But it will leave even less behind than cremation.

 

[Vizzy]

So as time goes by and I'm coping with the fact that this is about to happen here are some preparations I'm working on...

1st thing I start thinking about is cremation. I don't want to be buried, fuck that something about it just creeps me out. No one visits me now don't expect anyone to do it when I'm dead. Kinda just want to be cremated and have my ashes spread on a family trip or something.

2 making sure I leave the money for my cremation. I don't want my family to have the financial burden w.e little it may cost.
Also I'm in another state so I want to leave money to fly my body out if need be

3 believe it or not I'm just thinking of what to wear lol...nothing special defenetly all black but simple.

4. Location...kinda want to be out in nature and since I plan to be on something I just want to be high af and enjoy my last moments.

5. Letters to my family. This is probably the hardest thing of this whole situation and both times I've tried to write em I cried my fuckin ass off...I'm planing to leave a letter with instructions on my body explaining what I want done and how and a very brief explanation for the coroner.

6 when...now this one is wierd for me because I have to have all the preparations I just mentioned taken care of so I'm still not 100 on when but soon I'm guessing


And so far that's it I think....just venting...just some thoughts.....good night

If you have money go to Mexico next flight you can get Nembutal in Mexico

I can give you sources if you want to travel to get N

N is a sure shot, no survival rate if taken high dosage

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Dosentmatter903]

If you have money go to Mexico next flight you can get Nembutal in Mexico

I can give you sources if you want to travel to get N

N is a sure shot, no survival rate if taken high dosage

No bs?? Everyone sais it's impossile

Ah apologies, speaking from my own like area of knowledge, for me it's cheaper where I am. But it will leave even less behind than cremation.

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

Ah apologies, speaking from my own like area of knowledge, for me it's cheaper where I am. But it will leave even less behind than cremation.

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

Ah apologies, speaking from my own like area of knowledge, for me it's cheaper where I am. But it will leave even less behind than cremation.

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

 

[Vizzy]

No bs?? Everyone sais it's impossile

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

You're good...wither way sounds like a good idea...kinda wierd they keep the bones thought wonder if they could get rid of that also...Wana disappear completely

I don't BS

If you are ready to go to Mexico, I will give you source

You can go to Mexico to get it, if you have money