Pregnancy making suicidal ideation worse

[Final Escape]

I hope I don't kill myself but im really losing the fight to continue. I would rather ctb than have another abortion or experience 9 months of someone growing inside me. If I do this it needs to happen soon.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I hope I don't kill myself but im really losing the fight to continue. I would rather ctb than have another abortion or experience 9 months of someone growing inside me. If I do this it needs to happen soon.

I'm so sorry. You are pregnant? You can't catch a break, can you.

 

[Final Escape]

I'm so sorry. You are pregnant? You can't catch a break, can you.

I know right, I just didn't need this heaped on me too. I'm unraveling badly.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I know right, I just didn't need this heaped on me too. I'm unraveling badly.

I'm so sorry. I wish there were something I could do to help. You've been struggling. :-(

 

[Final Escape]

I'm so sorry. I wish there were something I could do to help. You've been struggling. :-(

I don't have the supplies to kill myself but there are rifles here where I'm at now and things to strangle myself with. I left town bc of panic and left most of my things.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I don't have the supplies to kill myself but there are rifles here where I'm at now and things to strangle myself with. I left town bc of panic and left most of my things.

Oh dear... the only thing keeping me calm right now is knowing I have my nitrogen. I can't imagine life without it.

Is there any way you could go back to retrieve your things?

 

[Final Escape]

I'm thinking I'm going to try to hang myself or maybe run head on into a huge wall or tree at high speed with car.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I'm thinking I'm going to try to hang myself or maybe run head on into a huge wall or tree at high speed with car.

I'm sad to see you've been pushed to this.

 

[Final Escape]

I'm sad to see you've been pushed to this.

I'm totally alone in life and nobody will really care till I'm actually dead. That's just how it goes.

 

[Tiburcio]

What will you do?

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I'm totally alone in life and nobody will really care till I'm actually dead. That's just how it goes.

I know just what you mean. I have parents who aren't there for me but when I'm dead they'll act like their world came crumbling down.

 

[Tiburcio]

I know just what you mean. I have parents who aren't there for me but when I'm dead they'll act like their world came crumbling down.

Same here

Mines give a fuck about me and abused me all my life but when I'll die god knows how they will rampage and blame me for that...

 

[SamK]

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