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turntechGodhead

turntechGodhead

currently starving
Sep 9, 2023
59
it makes me so upset seeing ppl bash on suicidal ppl constantly 4 opening up abt their emotions like i understand that taking care of some1 suicidal can be draining but they act as if they hv committed a crime n it just makes me more afraid to talk abt how i feel to ppl bcuz they will treat me so shitty
 
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snowlance

snowlance

Ticking Time Bomb
Sep 8, 2023
214
I feel this so much. Most people I've told I'm suicidal react as if it's my fault or I'm crazy. Most of my family know now about my first attempt and no one talks to me anymore. A lot of people focus on the act and how it affects them rather than why the suicidal person wants to ctb and what they're going through. Or most people just pretend to care, but then ignore you forever afterwards.
I literally just talked to an old friend about how my life is going and my suicidal ideation and they just go ":/"
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
Seeing people say that posting on here a certain amount of times makes them a psychopath or trying to invalidate others is scummy. I hate it. I hate it.
 
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dead_milky

Member
Sep 9, 2023
75
yeah. I've been on both ends - trying to look after someone who just attempted and also being g the person. Somehow it never seems like they really understand.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,995
It certainly seems like suicidal people are treat badly everywhere in this cruel, dreadful world, sadly it's just reality, I wouldn't see it as the best idea opening up about wanting to die at all.
 
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male user

male user

Member
Aug 28, 2023
14
Sadly nobody really cares, they care only about keeping suicidal people alive against their will and treating them like shit for some reason
 
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