I'm powerless, the mob can harass me on & offline, do whatever they want. They control & manipulate everything. Gaslight me online, follow in RL, constantly trying to bait a reaction, interfere with my work creating a hostile environment, making me a joke & a pariah. I've been ran off of the last 2 jobs because of it & already seen signs of it again at current job. I'm going to have to quit again because I'm not dealing with that environment. It's just going to continue on & on. The only power I have to be free of it all is suicide. The only option is to remove myself from the equation. SI is strong, but I keep getting closer. I think using drugs or alcohol will help me to plunge into the river, overcoming SI. I think they tampered with my taxes last year, so I'm not filing anymore. I'm done with this so called life.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That really sounds like such a horrific situation to be in, this world undeniably is hell. I hope that you eventually find freedom from your torment.
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