Postponing CTB…

[notaboutangels]

Part of me still wants to live to see 20 just to say I made it that long.

Another part of me hopes things can get better by then. I've recovered before, maybe I can do it again?

 

[Sherri]

Are you bellow 20?

 

[notaboutangels]

Are you bellow 20?

Yes.

 

[Sherri]

you sure have a lot to see, you are so young I would do anything to lose 7 years and be 2o. I wouldn't be here .Even though I love this site with all my heart.

 

[notaboutangels]

you sure have a lot to see, you are so young I would do anything to lose 7 years and be 2o. I wouldn't be here .Even though I love this site with all my heart.

My age has been on my mind a lot. I think it's that part of me that just feels like I'm waiting for it to get better, and it just won't and I'll just continue to waste years in pain.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I stayed alive to see star wars episode 3 in theaters. wanting to see 20 is a perfectly valid reason.

recovery and relapse are parts of this. it happens. doing well for a while and then, nope, back down. it's normal and expected. for all of us: bus chasers, addicts, anas, and all the rest.

best wishes!

 

[notaboutangels]

I stayed alive to see star wars episode 3 in theaters. wanting to see 20 is a perfectly valid reason.

recovery and relapse are parts of this. it happens. doing well for a while and then, nope, back down. it's normal and expected. for all of us: bus chasers, addicts, anas, and all the rest.

best wishes!

Thank you. Best wishes for you too.^^