IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

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Dec 16, 2023
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Texted my old plug and asked if he knew anyone that sold pistols. He said ya and asked for what i wanted. I asked for a 357 magnum and he said he had one in hand for 1300 cash. The issue lies in where A) it's so expensive that I feel like I dig myself into a hole and B) what if he's been compromised and is working with the cops now.

The fact he had one so fast is alarming to me. If I was to get it though it would be a great method. It's just so jarring tho considering how violent of a method it is. I suppose I'd be dead before I realize but at that point i should just try sleeping pills again.
 
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