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are u planning to use sn to ctb?

  • yes

    Votes: 38 36.2%
  • no

    Votes: 31 29.5%
  • maybe

    Votes: 36 34.3%

  • Total voters
    105
throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
if u want u can say why ..
 
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discokicks

discokicks

Student
Apr 19, 2019
121
seems peaceful, cheap and quick. what's not to like?
 
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Escaper Boy

Escaper Boy

累坏了...
Apr 11, 2019
245
I only have 2 methods available to me. Drowning or self poisoning. Drowning is guaranteed death because I cannot swim plus the river in front of my house is super deep and wide. Many people were drowned there and their bodies were never be found. Some superstition said this river is "haunted".

Among self poisoning options, I only have SN or insecticide (very popular method here). Insecticide is painful and gruesome. So, I will use SN first. If it fails to kill me, I will drown myself in the river as the last resort.

I am too much of a coward to go with hanging or jumping.
 
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Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
Much easier for me to do than hanging or jumping (psychologically that is). Cost is cheap and readily accessible. Really appealing that it's just a simple drink to take.
 
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tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
SN stands for sodium nitrate right?
 
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AutumnEmbers

Member
May 2, 2019
93
I voted maybe because SN is my back-up plan. My first choice is N, but since I'm trapped here for a few more years it's possible that N will no longer be available at that point (there seems to be some debate about the shelf-life so I don't want to buy it too soon in case it loses its potency). Of course, it's possible that SN won't be available by then either (there were a couple of recent threads about SN becoming more difficult to purchase). I have no idea what I'll do in that scenario. N and SN seem to be the only means of achieving a peaceful exit with no risk of disastrous consequences (for example ending up completely paralysed) in the case of a failed attempt.
 
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tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
I'm still having trouble finding SN or N in New Zealand. Unfortunate that there are no peaceful ways here.
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
Inert gas for me.
My body is super healthy.
I am allergic to nothing.
I seldom get sick, when I do, my immune system gets me well quickly.

Poisons and meds affect people in various ways.
I fear my body would find a way to survive N or SN, which are 2 of the most reliable methods.

Inert gas deprives the body of life giving oxygen.
No matter how good your body is, it just cannot survive a lack of oxygen under any conditions.
That is guaranteed.

Inert gas is tricky to implement, but if done correctly, death will result.
My opinion is inert gas is every bit as peaceful as N or SN
 
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AutumnEmbers

Member
May 2, 2019
93
Inert gas is tricky to implement, but if done correctly, death will result.
My opinion is inert gas is every bit as peaceful as N or SN

You're absolutely right. I was incorrect in thinking that N and SN were the only peaceful and reliable methods.
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
Maybe.

I have the items for SN and for exit bag with N2. SN would allow me to lay down in my bed, which I prefer. Exit bag would require being seated at least in a slightly reclined position, which is something I'd rather not.

Exit bag though seems more reliably 'peaceful', there's much more data and information available about it; I feel like I don't have enough info about SN peacefulness.

Edited to clarify exit bag seating.
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
Exit bag would require being seated upright
I asked @TiredHorse about reclining.
He seemed to think 30 degree (from vertical) would work.
In fact, I believe he said his setup was reclined that amount.
I would like to imagine being in a dentist chair, reclined, getting NOX.
I plan on gassing in an old car with the seat reclined, so comfortable.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Exit bag would require being seated upright, which is something I'd rather not.
As I understand it, the point of "sitting upright" when using an exit bag is so that if your head lolls about as you're dying, there isn't so much chance you'll accidentally scrub the bag off your head, since the bag won't be so effectively clamped between the weight of your head and, say, a pillow. So reclining or, if you can manage it, restraining your head (wing chair? cushions?), should allow a more comfortable posture.

For whatever it's worth, I was sitting in a partially reclined Morris chair, if you feel like looking those up.

I imagine @color_me_gone 's plan of a reclined car seat will be fantastic, both comfortable and secure, especially with a seatbelt to help hold you steady. My car has a bench seat, so not particularly conducive to that approach, otherwise I'd be considering it.
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
I would like to imagine being in a dentist chair, reclined, getting NOX.
I like going to the dentist for both these things, so that would be super.

So reclining or, if you can manage it, restraining your head (wing chair? cushions?), should allow a more comfortable posture.

For whatever it's worth, I was sitting in a partially reclined Morris chair, if you feel like looking those up.
Thanks. I do not know what a Morris chair is, so I will take a look.

I always appreciate the feedback, @color_me_gone and @TiredHorse

It feels frustrating because I don't have any seating already that I think would be a safe bet, that would reduce the risk of the bag being dislodged. I feel like that is the only issue that is guiding me to even consider SN, which makes me feel silly.
 
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Hush Sweet Charlotte

Hush Sweet Charlotte

Member
Dec 25, 2018
82
I don't have a chair I can use, only a sofa, so I'm hoping I won't keel over to the side. Getting the seating right doesn't seem like a daft thing to be concerned about Jen Erik :) I'll be fairly reclined so the lolling to the side doesn't feel all that likely.
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
I will be going with SN, if I receive it. I couldn't find any local companies in Canada willing to sell to an individual and it seems a lot of people here get their SN confiscated at customs. If I don't receive it I will be going with N.
 
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discokicks

discokicks

Student
Apr 19, 2019
121
I only have 2 methods available to me. Drowning or self poisoning. Drowning is guaranteed death because I cannot swim plus the river in front of my house is super deep and wide. Many people were drowned there and their bodies were never be found. Some superstition said this river is "haunted".

Among self poisoning options, I only have SN or insecticide (very popular method here). Insecticide is painful and gruesome. So, I will use SN first. If it fails to kill me, I will drown myself in the river as the last resort.

I am too much of a coward to go with hanging or jumping.
I don't think that makes you a coward. I think that makes you human. They are both terrifying methods. Ironically jumping is of course very quick maybe 20 seconds at most but I think it would be horrific.Hanging if you do it wrong you end up a vegetable. No thanks.
 
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jayfox

Student
Apr 19, 2019
150
Probably SN because I have nothing left but it's not as peaceful as it sounds I've read mixed reports here some seem peacefully some are not. But that can be given to SI and fear at the moment.

If SN was N. or a gun I'd go in ten seconds right now , unfortunately bit is not
 
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KnightBlade

KnightBlade

Waiting for the last tear to fall...
May 23, 2019
126
Hopefully N, but I have all the materials needed to go the SN route if I run into complications with getting the N delivered.
 
omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
993
My opinion is inert gas is every bit as peaceful as N or SN

i would say even more so. we don't know if panic may set in after the deliberate consumption of a substance, which can't be undone. with inert gas we are in control right until loss of consciousness
 
color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
in control right until loss of consciousness
Yeah, but we are finding out that that leave too much time for your SI to kick in. Just ask @TiredHorse
 
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Pj.nuffield

Member
May 26, 2019
11
I'm still having trouble finding SN or N in New Zealand. Unfortunate that there are no peaceful ways here.
Have you checked tm? I seen seen some "technical grade" just the other day
 

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