poem

[shantyizlit]

I can not sleep
For when I wake I weep
I go through my day
In utter dismay
Of this eternal decay
And whatever I say
It is not enough
To convey how rough
It is to live a life
That cuts deeper than knife

I feel so dreary
And of this I grow weary
I wish it'd just stop
Off a tower I would hop
If I didn't fear it so gravely
But going through this daily
Is just all too much
To death I clutch
It is my only respite
For I do not see the light
In my life any longer
While the melancholy grows stronger

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

I'm starting to get this calmness when I read it

 

[shantyizlit]

I'm starting to get this calmness when I read it

we will all be like babies in the womb once we're dead

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

we will all be like babies in the womb once we're dead

Wish it was easy to just go

 

[アホペンギン]

its beautiful, you have a good way with words.

 

[shantyizlit]

Wish it was easy to just go

Honestly heroin sounds pretty easy, but I have yet to be in the position to do it for OD. I don't know if SI will kick into overdrive.. You never expect SI until it's kicking your ass.

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

Honestly heroin sounds pretty easy, but I have yet to be in the position to do it for OD. I don't know if SI will kick into overdrive.. You never expect SI until it's kicking your ass.

I wonder how long it would take to od

 

[shantyizlit]

I wonder how long it would take to od

Probably irrelevant because you will go unconscious at some point
Most people barely even notice if at all that they OD'd