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Nervous young man

Nervous young man

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Feb 3, 2025
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Hello SaSu tomorrow my PN will arrive in the mail. I still need to order test strips in order to determine the nitrite levels in it but I'm confident. My current plan looks something likes this I'm looking for corrections to this information.

Sex: M
Weight: 156
Height: 5'11

30 Miligrams of Metoclopramide ingested 40 minutes before PN dose
50 Miligrams diphenhydramine taken 60 minutes before PN dose
1000 Miligrams of Ibuproufen taken 60 minutes before PN dose
60 grams of Potassium Nitrite dissolved into 70 mililiters of water and ingested

Please do not recommend switching out the Meto or DPH or Ibuprofen I don't have access to benzos or anything like that!
I also live with 5 other people, I'm considering going to a private studio that I have access to in order to ctb but my worry is how long the corpse will be there and I don't want my girlfriend to find me. Some help or recommendations for this would be appreciated. Maybe renting out a hotel room? Is there any way to schedule calls or messages to emergency services and how long after ctb should I schedule that for. I assume paramedics see shit like this all the time so I care less. I'm not getting paid to die they're getting paid to deal with it.
 
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Feb 26, 2024
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I doubt it's possible to schedule texts to emergency services, but to your contacts, it should be possible to schedule text messages from most devices, so maybe you could schedule a message to your girlfriend letting her know to call emergency services and send them to wherever you decided to CTB? Or schedule an email in Gmail, which is much easier than scheduling a text in my opinion.

I think scheduling the message for 24 hours afterwards would be more than enough time. If someone doesn't die from ingesting something toxic in that time frame, I doubt it would happen after that.

Either way, I hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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