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Tamie

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Oct 22, 2023
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I have enough of this stupid fucking life, I don't event care if im gonna go to hell.. I fucking hate Everyone. Everyone hates me, I hate myself. Please, anyone.. Just tell me the most painless method to CTB you know.. Im tired of this fucking life. I got r*ped at the age of 12 by my own FATHER and my mom doesnt do anything about it, just so you know, I have told my mother about it and she doesnt do fucking ANYTHING about it.. Just calmed me Down.. Not even reporting him to the fucking police. Please Anyone.., ANYONE. Tell me how to CTB in a painless way.
Sorry for my shitty grammar and english, english is not my first language.
 
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scarac1dal_001

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Sep 9, 2023
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please, think about it in a calm state of mind, only ctb when you know what its what you truly want, dont be impulsive. im not sure which methods though as im trying to find some myself, stay safe. i love you.
 
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mehdone

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Oct 10, 2023
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I am *so* sorry that you experienced that.

The most easily accessible painless methods I'm aware of are the night-night method, or N gas.

N gas takes some money and planning. Night-night takes some practice. Both have mega-threads linked to in the resource section of this place.
 
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Brown-Jacket Revy

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Jul 10, 2023
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I'm so sorry that happened to you.

Unless by some chance you're able to gain access to nembutal, the only thing I can think of is carbon monoxide poisoning.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, it must be so horrible being in that situation. I wish suicide isn't so difficult and that there's the option to easily leave this existence in peace, I hate how Nembutal isn't accessible.
 
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sanlcx

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Oct 21, 2023
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I don't even mind if it's painful, i just don't want it to be excruciatingly painful
 
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Shiva_Story

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Mar 12, 2023
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Sorry to hear about your experience.
According to my research the most peaceful, painless and reliable way to go is the EEBD/SCBA/SCUBA inert gas method.
But like someone else mentioned it takes some planning, preparation and $
 
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Dying Knight

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Sep 17, 2023
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According to my research the most peaceful, painless and reliable way to go is the EEBD/SCBA/SCUBA inert gas method.
But like someone else mentioned it takes some planning, preparation and $
Inert gas is overrated, it's possible to die even more peacefully with N2O if you can obtain it somehow. On the other hand, there are also much more cheap and available gases such as propane/butane/isobutane which differ from inert gases basically by flammability and presence of odor which should be pretty bearable for many people, since a lot of teens use them for recreational purposes.

The construction of exit bag doesn't need to be so complicated in case if you use a heavy gas for asphyxiation. You can fill a large bag with the gas and quickly isolate it once the head is placed inside. Constant flow of fresh asphyxiant gas is not really needed. Drowning under the effect of butane is even more reliable because of its simplicity.
 
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